1 00:00:04,910 --> 00:00:20,550 [Music] 2 00:00:25,830 --> 00:00:22,950 what's up everybody happy friday uh we 3 00:00:28,550 --> 00:00:25,840 have a fantastic show in store for you 4 00:00:31,750 --> 00:00:28,560 today we're going to introduce you to a 5 00:00:35,110 --> 00:00:31,760 wonderful woman who uh has just kind of 6 00:00:38,310 --> 00:00:35,120 joined the ufo twitter scene i mean as 7 00:00:40,310 --> 00:00:38,320 wonderful and beautiful as it is 8 00:00:42,150 --> 00:00:40,320 um it's no surprise 9 00:00:45,510 --> 00:00:42,160 you know i mean it's a hard thing to 10 00:00:48,150 --> 00:00:45,520 avoid it's it's just a drama-free thing 11 00:00:52,310 --> 00:00:48,160 it's straight about the facts 12 00:00:54,869 --> 00:00:52,320 nobody fights it's just so perfect so 13 00:00:55,510 --> 00:00:54,879 you know i'm i'm not you know shocked by 14 00:00:56,950 --> 00:00:55,520 that at all 15 00:00:59,590 --> 00:00:56,960 [Laughter] 16 00:01:02,069 --> 00:00:59,600 but i'm glad she's here she's she's done 17 00:01:02,869 --> 00:01:02,079 at least one interview before 18 00:01:04,950 --> 00:01:02,879 uh 19 00:01:07,109 --> 00:01:04,960 and maybe we'll try to get you a link to 20 00:01:07,910 --> 00:01:07,119 that uh before this is over is pretty 21 00:01:11,429 --> 00:01:07,920 good 22 00:01:13,510 --> 00:01:11,439 um and she's had her own uh paranormal 23 00:01:15,590 --> 00:01:13,520 type experiences so we'll probably get 24 00:01:17,350 --> 00:01:15,600 into that a little bit but first let me 25 00:01:18,149 --> 00:01:17,360 bring in our 26 00:01:20,469 --> 00:01:18,159 uh 27 00:01:21,990 --> 00:01:20,479 wednesday friday 28 00:01:23,109 --> 00:01:22,000 happy day 29 00:01:25,270 --> 00:01:23,119 friend 30 00:01:27,109 --> 00:01:25,280 jay christopher king how are you 31 00:01:28,630 --> 00:01:27,119 i think we need to workshop that title a 32 00:01:30,230 --> 00:01:28,640 little bit but i'll take it it's great 33 00:01:33,190 --> 00:01:30,240 to see you man how are you doing 34 00:01:34,950 --> 00:01:33,200 i think you got to be here for a longer 35 00:01:37,910 --> 00:01:34,960 a longer amount of time before you start 36 00:01:39,510 --> 00:01:37,920 telling me what i got a workshop 37 00:01:41,510 --> 00:01:39,520 you're right you're right you're 38 00:01:43,749 --> 00:01:41,520 absolutely right okay i'll be the 39 00:01:48,230 --> 00:01:43,759 wednesday friday 40 00:01:52,550 --> 00:01:50,469 yes sir oh yeah it's friday the 13th 41 00:01:54,389 --> 00:01:52,560 andre's oh that's right oh we'll just 42 00:01:56,789 --> 00:01:54,399 have to wrap that into my title as well 43 00:01:58,550 --> 00:01:56,799 that's great oh it's great to see 44 00:02:00,789 --> 00:01:58,560 katie put in the contract that it had to 45 00:02:03,030 --> 00:02:00,799 be of friday the 13th oh that's 46 00:02:05,830 --> 00:02:03,040 important and you're good so 47 00:02:08,469 --> 00:02:05,840 cool yeah i'm looking for an hour a long 48 00:02:10,790 --> 00:02:08,479 time from now so we went with today 49 00:02:12,949 --> 00:02:10,800 yeah long time no see you know it's been 50 00:02:15,190 --> 00:02:12,959 two whole days it's great to see you i 51 00:02:17,270 --> 00:02:15,200 know i almost forgot what you look like 52 00:02:19,030 --> 00:02:17,280 i know right and for those that don't 53 00:02:20,630 --> 00:02:19,040 know sean and i text pretty frequently 54 00:02:24,309 --> 00:02:20,640 too so 55 00:02:26,070 --> 00:02:24,319 we are we're kind of tight at the hip 56 00:02:27,830 --> 00:02:26,080 i've got a bio for katie should i go 57 00:02:29,990 --> 00:02:27,840 with that let's do it 58 00:02:32,070 --> 00:02:30,000 cool katie howland is an award-winning 59 00:02:34,309 --> 00:02:32,080 humanitarian with experience managing 60 00:02:37,190 --> 00:02:34,319 programs related to genocide response 61 00:02:39,430 --> 00:02:37,200 childhood literacy disability and global 62 00:02:41,270 --> 00:02:39,440 health across the middle east and 63 00:02:43,750 --> 00:02:41,280 sub-saharan africa 64 00:02:45,430 --> 00:02:43,760 currently katie leads aid effectiveness 65 00:02:47,910 --> 00:02:45,440 efforts at a multi-million dollar 66 00:02:50,550 --> 00:02:47,920 humanitarian disability organization and 67 00:02:52,630 --> 00:02:50,560 serves as an outspoken activist for uap 68 00:02:53,589 --> 00:02:52,640 transparency in the national security 69 00:02:55,430 --> 00:02:53,599 space 70 00:02:58,869 --> 00:02:55,440 she was profiled as one of the country's 71 00:03:01,990 --> 00:02:58,879 top 20 lgbtq foreign affairs leaders in 72 00:03:04,790 --> 00:03:02,000 2021 by out in national security and was 73 00:03:06,309 --> 00:03:04,800 honored as an inaugural airy changemaker 74 00:03:08,390 --> 00:03:06,319 in 2020. 75 00:03:09,710 --> 00:03:08,400 katie has a masters in public health and 76 00:03:13,030 --> 00:03:09,720 epidemio 77 00:03:15,589 --> 00:03:13,040 i should have worked out to shop that 78 00:03:19,190 --> 00:03:15,599 one first and speaks varying degrees of 79 00:03:21,589 --> 00:03:19,200 english spanish and arabic katie it's 80 00:03:22,790 --> 00:03:21,599 absolutely great to have you here on the 81 00:03:24,390 --> 00:03:22,800 show today 82 00:03:26,229 --> 00:03:24,400 thank you 83 00:03:29,190 --> 00:03:26,239 i'm glad you all accepted my friday the 84 00:03:30,630 --> 00:03:29,200 13th writer um so 85 00:03:32,390 --> 00:03:30,640 very exciting 86 00:03:34,630 --> 00:03:32,400 i had to check with the producers but 87 00:03:35,670 --> 00:03:34,640 they were okay with it so you know why 88 00:03:36,789 --> 00:03:35,680 not 89 00:03:40,630 --> 00:03:36,799 yeah yeah 90 00:03:45,270 --> 00:03:43,670 so was it too long ago that um but now 91 00:03:47,670 --> 00:03:45,280 that i 92 00:03:49,270 --> 00:03:47,680 um you know first saw you in in the 93 00:03:51,910 --> 00:03:49,280 twitter uh 94 00:03:54,070 --> 00:03:51,920 sphere talking uap stuff 95 00:03:55,910 --> 00:03:54,080 and you kind of uh 96 00:03:57,509 --> 00:03:55,920 i don't know burst onto the scene so to 97 00:04:00,550 --> 00:03:57,519 speak one day you're here the next day 98 00:04:01,350 --> 00:04:00,560 you have like a million followers and 99 00:04:03,750 --> 00:04:01,360 you know 100 00:04:05,750 --> 00:04:03,760 you're saying pretty cool stuff and 101 00:04:08,949 --> 00:04:05,760 you're helping the uap saying 102 00:04:10,789 --> 00:04:08,959 uapc move forward and all that so i 103 00:04:13,910 --> 00:04:10,799 guess you know good place to start is 104 00:04:16,310 --> 00:04:13,920 tell us a little bit about uh yourself 105 00:04:17,590 --> 00:04:16,320 your background and you know i'm always 106 00:04:19,509 --> 00:04:17,600 curious about 107 00:04:21,670 --> 00:04:19,519 uh i'm always curious what the story is 108 00:04:24,629 --> 00:04:21,680 as far as you know what brings people uh 109 00:04:25,590 --> 00:04:24,639 to the the uap twitter world or just 110 00:04:26,710 --> 00:04:25,600 yeah 111 00:04:28,950 --> 00:04:26,720 in general 112 00:04:32,150 --> 00:04:28,960 absolutely and i didn't really ex like 113 00:04:33,670 --> 00:04:32,160 intentionally join ufo twitter um 114 00:04:35,670 --> 00:04:33,680 i was kind of doing some things behind 115 00:04:37,510 --> 00:04:35,680 the scenes and was tweeting to my like 116 00:04:38,870 --> 00:04:37,520 15 followers i was excited about 117 00:04:41,670 --> 00:04:38,880 something and 118 00:04:43,350 --> 00:04:41,680 all of a sudden it blew up so um 119 00:04:45,270 --> 00:04:43,360 that's been wonderful lots of great 120 00:04:46,629 --> 00:04:45,280 people lots of weird people too but i 121 00:04:51,189 --> 00:04:46,639 love you 122 00:04:53,350 --> 00:04:51,199 um but yeah so i am not um 123 00:04:53,570 --> 00:04:53,360 a uap person by day 124 00:05:04,710 --> 00:04:53,580 i 125 00:05:06,870 --> 00:05:04,720 um for over a decade 126 00:05:09,590 --> 00:05:06,880 i started off actually as a defense 127 00:05:12,390 --> 00:05:09,600 contractor so i worked 128 00:05:14,550 --> 00:05:12,400 in a joint army navy program 129 00:05:16,230 --> 00:05:14,560 for a while and then decided that 130 00:05:17,670 --> 00:05:16,240 defense wasn't really my thing and i 131 00:05:19,670 --> 00:05:17,680 wanted to 132 00:05:20,629 --> 00:05:19,680 save the world classic 133 00:05:23,430 --> 00:05:20,639 and 134 00:05:25,909 --> 00:05:23,440 became a humanitarian worker so 135 00:05:27,990 --> 00:05:25,919 i've done everything from uh managing 136 00:05:30,150 --> 00:05:28,000 programs in sub-saharan africa focused 137 00:05:32,469 --> 00:05:30,160 on like maternal mortality 138 00:05:35,350 --> 00:05:32,479 um i've worked on genocide response in 139 00:05:36,629 --> 00:05:35,360 northern iraq um and i even had my own 140 00:05:39,189 --> 00:05:36,639 non-profit 141 00:05:39,990 --> 00:05:39,199 for a while that was focused on getting 142 00:05:41,749 --> 00:05:40,000 um 143 00:05:43,029 --> 00:05:41,759 books and libraries into conflict 144 00:05:44,870 --> 00:05:43,039 settings so 145 00:05:46,950 --> 00:05:44,880 um i was able to partner with nadia 146 00:05:49,029 --> 00:05:46,960 murad who's a nobel peace prize winner 147 00:05:51,510 --> 00:05:49,039 to build the fur school library in the 148 00:05:53,110 --> 00:05:51,520 history of sinjar iraq for survivors of 149 00:05:54,950 --> 00:05:53,120 the yazidi genocide 150 00:05:57,510 --> 00:05:54,960 so that was really exciting 151 00:05:59,350 --> 00:05:57,520 um and around the time i was doing that 152 00:06:00,550 --> 00:05:59,360 i 153 00:06:03,590 --> 00:06:00,560 was 154 00:06:06,150 --> 00:06:03,600 volunteering on the biden campaign 155 00:06:07,430 --> 00:06:06,160 many many many moons ago i interned for 156 00:06:09,830 --> 00:06:07,440 um 157 00:06:11,270 --> 00:06:09,840 for him in the white house when he was 158 00:06:12,950 --> 00:06:11,280 the vice president 159 00:06:14,390 --> 00:06:12,960 um and so i was able to get on the 160 00:06:17,749 --> 00:06:14,400 campaign 161 00:06:19,430 --> 00:06:17,759 and while we were there we got a small 162 00:06:20,950 --> 00:06:19,440 group of us got an opportunity to speak 163 00:06:22,870 --> 00:06:20,960 with john podesta 164 00:06:24,230 --> 00:06:22,880 and as a part of this kind of speaker 165 00:06:26,469 --> 00:06:24,240 series that we had for young 166 00:06:28,870 --> 00:06:26,479 professionals on the campaign 167 00:06:30,790 --> 00:06:28,880 we would ask each of our speakers to 168 00:06:32,870 --> 00:06:30,800 recommend one book that we should read 169 00:06:35,990 --> 00:06:32,880 over the summer um that was relevant to 170 00:06:39,670 --> 00:06:36,000 foreign policy and uh john podesta 171 00:06:41,670 --> 00:06:39,680 recommended leslie keane's ufo's book um 172 00:06:42,950 --> 00:06:41,680 pilot girls go on the record for 173 00:06:43,990 --> 00:06:42,960 something like that 174 00:06:46,230 --> 00:06:44,000 sure and 175 00:06:48,550 --> 00:06:46,240 so i read it and i was just 176 00:06:51,670 --> 00:06:48,560 hooked i mean from that moment i was i 177 00:06:53,830 --> 00:06:51,680 was just amazed that it took a literal 178 00:06:55,749 --> 00:06:53,840 white house chief of staff to hand me 179 00:06:58,230 --> 00:06:55,759 this book for me to get 180 00:07:00,309 --> 00:06:58,240 you know eat on it and and i was looking 181 00:07:02,150 --> 00:07:00,319 around at my like my co-workers and 182 00:07:04,629 --> 00:07:02,160 colleagues who you know are people who 183 00:07:06,230 --> 00:07:04,639 are going to be our our defense leaders 184 00:07:08,150 --> 00:07:06,240 our intelligence leaders you know things 185 00:07:10,150 --> 00:07:08,160 like that in dc 186 00:07:11,909 --> 00:07:10,160 and no one was talking about it and i 187 00:07:13,430 --> 00:07:11,919 felt like i was like banging my head 188 00:07:15,510 --> 00:07:13,440 against a wall 189 00:07:17,749 --> 00:07:15,520 um because i'm still in a group um that 190 00:07:19,749 --> 00:07:17,759 kind of morphed out of that 191 00:07:21,749 --> 00:07:19,759 and even today you know when i would 192 00:07:24,230 --> 00:07:21,759 when i would send messages to folks you 193 00:07:26,870 --> 00:07:24,240 know alerting them to news articles or 194 00:07:28,870 --> 00:07:26,880 to you know current events i would get 195 00:07:31,110 --> 00:07:28,880 you know a little alien emoji 196 00:07:32,070 --> 00:07:31,120 and a joke and nothing 197 00:07:33,670 --> 00:07:32,080 and 198 00:07:35,270 --> 00:07:33,680 these are people who would rather read 199 00:07:37,189 --> 00:07:35,280 like a research report and go to the 200 00:07:39,110 --> 00:07:37,199 movies you know they're like my type of 201 00:07:41,510 --> 00:07:39,120 nerdy people 202 00:07:43,909 --> 00:07:41,520 and i you know i just couldn't i 203 00:07:45,029 --> 00:07:43,919 couldn't stand it you know um it's one 204 00:07:46,869 --> 00:07:45,039 thing to 205 00:07:49,110 --> 00:07:46,879 be science-based and not want to dive 206 00:07:51,990 --> 00:07:49,120 into conspiracy theories it's another to 207 00:07:53,110 --> 00:07:52,000 flat out ignore science and ignore data 208 00:07:55,749 --> 00:07:53,120 um 209 00:07:57,749 --> 00:07:55,759 so i kind of started a 210 00:07:59,510 --> 00:07:57,759 i would call it like a private campaign 211 00:08:01,510 --> 00:07:59,520 to convert 212 00:08:04,629 --> 00:08:01,520 my fellow policy wonks 213 00:08:06,230 --> 00:08:04,639 and as a part of that i got um 214 00:08:08,230 --> 00:08:06,240 i invited christopher mellon to come 215 00:08:10,230 --> 00:08:08,240 speak to our group to our defense and 216 00:08:12,070 --> 00:08:10,240 intelligence working group and it was 217 00:08:13,909 --> 00:08:12,080 incredible he came and was incredibly 218 00:08:16,869 --> 00:08:13,919 gracious with his time 219 00:08:19,029 --> 00:08:16,879 and it was more of an introduction um 220 00:08:21,270 --> 00:08:19,039 you know probably probably rehashing a 221 00:08:22,150 --> 00:08:21,280 lot of what all the folks here have seen 222 00:08:25,749 --> 00:08:22,160 um 223 00:08:27,909 --> 00:08:25,759 but this was new a new topic to many and 224 00:08:30,309 --> 00:08:27,919 in my wisdom i tweeted out that i was 225 00:08:33,509 --> 00:08:30,319 excited about it and ufo twitter 226 00:08:37,670 --> 00:08:36,389 unintentionally i did not end up 227 00:08:39,269 --> 00:08:37,680 joining 228 00:08:41,670 --> 00:08:39,279 um 229 00:08:43,269 --> 00:08:41,680 morass that is ufo twitter but i've also 230 00:08:46,470 --> 00:08:43,279 alert met some great people like you 231 00:08:49,030 --> 00:08:46,480 guys so it's not all oh likewise 232 00:08:51,190 --> 00:08:49,040 likewise um 233 00:08:53,110 --> 00:08:51,200 i'll ask a question i'll kick it to jay 234 00:08:55,430 --> 00:08:53,120 to take it from there 235 00:08:56,870 --> 00:08:55,440 um so 236 00:08:59,509 --> 00:08:56,880 what was it about 237 00:09:02,070 --> 00:08:59,519 uh leslie kane's book that that made you 238 00:09:03,829 --> 00:09:02,080 propel forward we you know podesta gave 239 00:09:06,550 --> 00:09:03,839 you the book and and things are kind of 240 00:09:08,470 --> 00:09:06,560 coming into view here for you it's a 241 00:09:10,310 --> 00:09:08,480 huge hill to climb 242 00:09:12,630 --> 00:09:10,320 so you know typically it's something 243 00:09:14,550 --> 00:09:12,640 that's that really pulls at your your 244 00:09:17,509 --> 00:09:14,560 heartstrings so to speak that that 245 00:09:18,710 --> 00:09:17,519 motivates you to to climb that hill 246 00:09:20,710 --> 00:09:18,720 um 247 00:09:23,910 --> 00:09:20,720 was it the book or was it something else 248 00:09:25,910 --> 00:09:23,920 or you know what do you think 249 00:09:27,829 --> 00:09:25,920 you know i think it was 250 00:09:30,150 --> 00:09:27,839 a bit of a lot of things colliding at 251 00:09:31,509 --> 00:09:30,160 once um 252 00:09:32,870 --> 00:09:31,519 i know it sounds silly but like i've 253 00:09:35,990 --> 00:09:32,880 been walking i've been watching 254 00:09:38,550 --> 00:09:36,000 skinwalker ranch and i was reading the 255 00:09:41,030 --> 00:09:38,560 books and i had seen a few of the news 256 00:09:42,470 --> 00:09:41,040 articles but hadn't had it paid very 257 00:09:43,269 --> 00:09:42,480 close attention 258 00:09:44,550 --> 00:09:43,279 and 259 00:09:46,150 --> 00:09:44,560 um 260 00:09:47,990 --> 00:09:46,160 when i was reading the book in 261 00:09:50,310 --> 00:09:48,000 particular i was just struck by the 262 00:09:51,269 --> 00:09:50,320 credibility of the witnesses you know um 263 00:09:53,829 --> 00:09:51,279 not that there weren't credible 264 00:09:55,030 --> 00:09:53,839 witnesses before there absolutely were 265 00:09:57,509 --> 00:09:55,040 um 266 00:09:59,590 --> 00:09:57,519 but as someone who's worked in foreign 267 00:10:01,110 --> 00:09:59,600 policy and politics for you know my 268 00:10:03,590 --> 00:10:01,120 whole career 269 00:10:04,389 --> 00:10:03,600 i'm a little more conservative 270 00:10:10,310 --> 00:10:04,399 and 271 00:10:12,310 --> 00:10:10,320 i think it gave me 272 00:10:13,190 --> 00:10:12,320 a bit of the permission to actually 273 00:10:14,949 --> 00:10:13,200 fully 274 00:10:16,790 --> 00:10:14,959 look into it 275 00:10:18,710 --> 00:10:16,800 the rational side of ufo twitter we're 276 00:10:19,590 --> 00:10:18,720 very small 277 00:10:21,190 --> 00:10:19,600 um 278 00:10:23,030 --> 00:10:21,200 gave a little bit of a 279 00:10:24,870 --> 00:10:23,040 i gave myself permission to finally look 280 00:10:26,790 --> 00:10:24,880 at it right it's not that it hadn't 281 00:10:28,710 --> 00:10:26,800 existed or i needed someone to introduce 282 00:10:30,470 --> 00:10:28,720 it to me it was always there i just 283 00:10:32,550 --> 00:10:30,480 hadn't um 284 00:10:35,030 --> 00:10:32,560 allowed myself frankly to do it and to 285 00:10:35,910 --> 00:10:35,040 be to be honest too there was also a bit 286 00:10:37,750 --> 00:10:35,920 of 287 00:10:41,670 --> 00:10:37,760 um i didn't want to work in government 288 00:10:43,910 --> 00:10:41,680 anymore um i've done that i kind of like 289 00:10:45,190 --> 00:10:43,920 working on the outside and so i had a 290 00:10:47,350 --> 00:10:45,200 little more freedom 291 00:10:49,269 --> 00:10:47,360 right like i could push a little harder 292 00:10:51,350 --> 00:10:49,279 um than some of my colleagues could who 293 00:10:54,150 --> 00:10:51,360 are trying to jockey for political 294 00:10:55,590 --> 00:10:54,160 appointee jobs you know and things like 295 00:10:58,550 --> 00:10:55,600 that and so 296 00:11:00,150 --> 00:10:58,560 i just i joke in my group with like my 297 00:11:02,870 --> 00:11:00,160 dc colleagues that i'm just gonna keep 298 00:11:04,550 --> 00:11:02,880 being the greasy wheel and just keep 299 00:11:07,030 --> 00:11:04,560 being that person that pushes forward 300 00:11:10,550 --> 00:11:07,040 the narrative um but yeah honestly it 301 00:11:12,790 --> 00:11:10,560 really was the book um and then seeing 302 00:11:14,470 --> 00:11:12,800 kind of the universe 303 00:11:16,069 --> 00:11:14,480 collide and i think trying to hit me in 304 00:11:19,509 --> 00:11:16,079 the face with like hey look at this look 305 00:11:24,069 --> 00:11:22,389 yeah no i i mean before i give it to jay 306 00:11:25,910 --> 00:11:24,079 i'll just say it was the same for me i 307 00:11:27,910 --> 00:11:25,920 mean i had an experience that that 308 00:11:29,910 --> 00:11:27,920 brought me to the place to look for 309 00:11:31,350 --> 00:11:29,920 stuff but once i started reading all the 310 00:11:32,870 --> 00:11:31,360 experiences of blue book and the 311 00:11:35,110 --> 00:11:32,880 documents and 312 00:11:37,350 --> 00:11:35,120 how it just was military after military 313 00:11:40,069 --> 00:11:37,360 after scientist after all that it was 314 00:11:42,710 --> 00:11:40,079 like come on folks here we go you know 315 00:11:43,509 --> 00:11:42,720 like enough is enough oh yeah 316 00:11:45,910 --> 00:11:43,519 absolutely 317 00:11:48,470 --> 00:11:45,920 i found very few people once they've 318 00:11:50,389 --> 00:11:48,480 actually read the reports and the data 319 00:11:52,629 --> 00:11:50,399 who are able to discount it there are 320 00:11:54,870 --> 00:11:52,639 always naysayers but i find the vast 321 00:11:57,350 --> 00:11:54,880 majority of people who are skeptics 322 00:11:58,949 --> 00:11:57,360 haven't actually looked at the data and 323 00:12:00,949 --> 00:11:58,959 i think that's a very 324 00:12:03,430 --> 00:12:00,959 difference 325 00:12:05,590 --> 00:12:03,440 yeah i think i think one of the key 326 00:12:07,430 --> 00:12:05,600 phrases there i i really appreciate what 327 00:12:09,430 --> 00:12:07,440 you're saying here katie and you know 328 00:12:11,430 --> 00:12:09,440 one of the key phrases here is giving 329 00:12:12,710 --> 00:12:11,440 yourself permission to to look at that 330 00:12:14,389 --> 00:12:12,720 data and 331 00:12:16,389 --> 00:12:14,399 i was having a conversation with 332 00:12:18,790 --> 00:12:16,399 somebody earlier who i won't identify 333 00:12:20,150 --> 00:12:18,800 but they were kind of saying 334 00:12:22,710 --> 00:12:20,160 you know why 335 00:12:25,509 --> 00:12:22,720 why would an experiencer of anomalous 336 00:12:26,790 --> 00:12:25,519 phenomena you know um why would somebody 337 00:12:27,670 --> 00:12:26,800 that's had 338 00:12:31,590 --> 00:12:27,680 you know 339 00:12:36,389 --> 00:12:31,600 these 340 00:12:37,350 --> 00:12:36,399 uh in their past why would somebody like 341 00:12:40,069 --> 00:12:37,360 that 342 00:12:42,629 --> 00:12:40,079 um be interested in something like these 343 00:12:45,990 --> 00:12:42,639 upcoming congressional hearings right 344 00:12:49,670 --> 00:12:46,000 and and i kind of replied you know i i 345 00:12:52,069 --> 00:12:49,680 it's not necessarily about for me about 346 00:12:55,190 --> 00:12:52,079 what the congressional hearing itself is 347 00:12:57,910 --> 00:12:55,200 doing but it's how it really affects the 348 00:13:00,870 --> 00:12:57,920 larger cultural conversation and it 349 00:13:03,269 --> 00:13:00,880 affects the kind of conversations that 350 00:13:06,389 --> 00:13:03,279 people can have and i pointed out 351 00:13:08,550 --> 00:13:06,399 for example the the original leslie kane 352 00:13:10,310 --> 00:13:08,560 ralph blumenthal helene cooper 353 00:13:12,550 --> 00:13:10,320 front front page of the new york times 354 00:13:14,389 --> 00:13:12,560 you know revealing a tip and those those 355 00:13:16,150 --> 00:13:14,399 now famous cockpit videos and things 356 00:13:18,790 --> 00:13:16,160 like that saying like you know this is 357 00:13:20,710 --> 00:13:18,800 how i was able to talk about this stuff 358 00:13:22,150 --> 00:13:20,720 with my grandpa before he passed you 359 00:13:24,389 --> 00:13:22,160 know what i mean and things like that 360 00:13:27,030 --> 00:13:24,399 like this really became kind of the 361 00:13:29,269 --> 00:13:27,040 grease and the wheels in terms of 362 00:13:30,949 --> 00:13:29,279 being able to have called like public 363 00:13:31,829 --> 00:13:30,959 cultural conversations that kind of 364 00:13:35,190 --> 00:13:31,839 breach 365 00:13:37,350 --> 00:13:35,200 consensus reality so along those lines 366 00:13:38,310 --> 00:13:37,360 with giving yourself permission 367 00:13:40,949 --> 00:13:38,320 um 368 00:13:43,430 --> 00:13:40,959 you know it's also true that sometimes 369 00:13:45,910 --> 00:13:43,440 these situations of kind of breaching 370 00:13:47,910 --> 00:13:45,920 water they give people 371 00:13:49,350 --> 00:13:47,920 permission to think about their own 372 00:13:54,230 --> 00:13:49,360 experiences 373 00:13:55,430 --> 00:13:54,240 you'd feel comfortable talking about 374 00:13:57,590 --> 00:13:55,440 today 375 00:13:59,030 --> 00:13:57,600 yeah absolutely um 376 00:14:00,949 --> 00:13:59,040 it's a funny question because i think it 377 00:14:02,629 --> 00:14:00,959 ties into what you were talking about in 378 00:14:04,629 --> 00:14:02,639 terms of why would people who've had 379 00:14:05,509 --> 00:14:04,639 these experiences want this 380 00:14:08,310 --> 00:14:05,519 um 381 00:14:09,750 --> 00:14:08,320 what i found is that 382 00:14:11,990 --> 00:14:09,760 okay for me personally i've had 383 00:14:12,949 --> 00:14:12,000 anomalous experiences since i was a kid 384 00:14:14,790 --> 00:14:12,959 um 385 00:14:19,030 --> 00:14:14,800 not anything that i think would be 386 00:14:20,949 --> 00:14:19,040 classified as like very intense um 387 00:14:23,350 --> 00:14:20,959 but enough that you know i've always 388 00:14:26,790 --> 00:14:23,360 known it was there and it's waned in 389 00:14:30,470 --> 00:14:26,800 waxed and waned in intensity and in 390 00:14:33,110 --> 00:14:30,480 frequency over time and very honestly i 391 00:14:34,949 --> 00:14:33,120 kind of tried to ignore it um 392 00:14:37,110 --> 00:14:34,959 because it wasn't convenient for me it 393 00:14:39,430 --> 00:14:37,120 didn't fit into my world of view i was 394 00:14:42,150 --> 00:14:39,440 very um 395 00:14:43,990 --> 00:14:42,160 you know agnostic verging on atheist you 396 00:14:46,069 --> 00:14:44,000 know it just it didn't make sense to me 397 00:14:47,750 --> 00:14:46,079 and so i didn't want to explore it 398 00:14:49,910 --> 00:14:47,760 um 399 00:14:52,790 --> 00:14:49,920 and what i found was when i started 400 00:14:54,230 --> 00:14:52,800 getting into this um 401 00:14:56,829 --> 00:14:54,240 i had that you know what we always like 402 00:15:00,710 --> 00:14:56,839 to talk about the ontological shock 403 00:15:02,430 --> 00:15:00,720 of okay um that just kicked my ego in 404 00:15:05,030 --> 00:15:02,440 the ass it might be time to kind of 405 00:15:07,269 --> 00:15:05,040 re-evaluate things and i started going 406 00:15:09,269 --> 00:15:07,279 back and thinking critically about the 407 00:15:11,269 --> 00:15:09,279 experiences i've had and i mean i've had 408 00:15:12,870 --> 00:15:11,279 everything from i've seen multiple full 409 00:15:15,189 --> 00:15:12,880 body apparitions 410 00:15:17,590 --> 00:15:15,199 um i've had episodes of precognizance 411 00:15:21,269 --> 00:15:17,600 several times um 412 00:15:25,670 --> 00:15:23,829 all sorts of um 413 00:15:27,430 --> 00:15:25,680 activity where you know things will fly 414 00:15:28,389 --> 00:15:27,440 off shelves lights will turn on and off 415 00:15:30,470 --> 00:15:28,399 but i mean 416 00:15:33,670 --> 00:15:30,480 you name it i've pretty much had it 417 00:15:35,670 --> 00:15:33,680 small orbs um you know and 418 00:15:37,430 --> 00:15:35,680 it sounds like a lot like if i list them 419 00:15:38,790 --> 00:15:37,440 all right next to each other right but 420 00:15:41,269 --> 00:15:38,800 there were things that like i kept 421 00:15:42,790 --> 00:15:41,279 trying to push away and put in this box 422 00:15:43,829 --> 00:15:42,800 and just not handle 423 00:15:45,110 --> 00:15:43,839 um 424 00:15:46,949 --> 00:15:45,120 so i think what's been really 425 00:15:49,350 --> 00:15:46,959 interesting to me is you know people 426 00:15:51,509 --> 00:15:49,360 always say stay away from the woo right 427 00:15:53,509 --> 00:15:51,519 um but what personally i found as i 428 00:15:54,790 --> 00:15:53,519 looked more and more into this 429 00:15:57,749 --> 00:15:54,800 phenomenon 430 00:16:00,710 --> 00:15:57,759 is that i'm not entirely sure that i've 431 00:16:02,470 --> 00:16:00,720 i've said before that we're not all 432 00:16:04,470 --> 00:16:02,480 trying to describe the same elephant 433 00:16:07,110 --> 00:16:04,480 from different positions in the dark 434 00:16:09,590 --> 00:16:07,120 right like i think there's i don't claim 435 00:16:12,150 --> 00:16:09,600 to know what all this is um anyone who 436 00:16:14,310 --> 00:16:12,160 does i think is full of it um 437 00:16:18,470 --> 00:16:14,320 i think there's 438 00:16:20,949 --> 00:16:18,480 a lot more mystery than there is um 439 00:16:23,910 --> 00:16:20,959 answers at this point and to claim that 440 00:16:25,990 --> 00:16:23,920 anyone who's had an anomalous experience 441 00:16:27,990 --> 00:16:26,000 you know is not um 442 00:16:29,189 --> 00:16:28,000 true in that experience i think is 443 00:16:31,110 --> 00:16:29,199 very 444 00:16:32,470 --> 00:16:31,120 short-sighted at this point because the 445 00:16:34,710 --> 00:16:32,480 bottom line is we don't know what we're 446 00:16:37,189 --> 00:16:34,720 dealing with we don't know how it works 447 00:16:39,189 --> 00:16:37,199 we don't know if it's one phenomenon if 448 00:16:40,790 --> 00:16:39,199 it's multiple phenomenon if it's you 449 00:16:43,189 --> 00:16:40,800 know manifesting differently to 450 00:16:45,590 --> 00:16:43,199 different people i mean there's so many 451 00:16:47,670 --> 00:16:45,600 questions um and so that's been i think 452 00:16:49,269 --> 00:16:47,680 part of the beauty and also 453 00:16:52,949 --> 00:16:49,279 a little bit of the fear of going into 454 00:16:54,629 --> 00:16:52,959 this right this this field is it does 455 00:16:55,509 --> 00:16:54,639 shake you up a little bit 456 00:16:57,030 --> 00:16:55,519 um 457 00:16:59,509 --> 00:16:57,040 and that's why i was so happy to you 458 00:17:01,670 --> 00:16:59,519 know to kind of come to ufo twitter as 459 00:17:03,990 --> 00:17:01,680 interesting as it can be 460 00:17:05,750 --> 00:17:04,000 because when i started realizing this it 461 00:17:07,590 --> 00:17:05,760 was really lonely 462 00:17:09,829 --> 00:17:07,600 you know like if you've been surrounding 463 00:17:11,909 --> 00:17:09,839 yourself with people your whole life who 464 00:17:13,590 --> 00:17:11,919 are like you and then all of a sudden 465 00:17:15,350 --> 00:17:13,600 you have this kind of shift in your 466 00:17:17,189 --> 00:17:15,360 perspective it can be incredibly 467 00:17:18,710 --> 00:17:17,199 isolating 468 00:17:23,189 --> 00:17:18,720 completely agreed 469 00:17:25,350 --> 00:17:23,199 man that's a great point uh 470 00:17:26,870 --> 00:17:25,360 right there you know what 471 00:17:28,710 --> 00:17:26,880 when you when you have an experience 472 00:17:31,350 --> 00:17:28,720 like that and because you don't know 473 00:17:33,669 --> 00:17:31,360 what it is and you can't explain it 474 00:17:35,830 --> 00:17:33,679 and and your rationale won't you know 475 00:17:38,230 --> 00:17:35,840 allow you to just grab onto something 476 00:17:40,549 --> 00:17:38,240 just because you can grab onto something 477 00:17:42,230 --> 00:17:40,559 you know you need to talk about it and 478 00:17:43,590 --> 00:17:42,240 who are the people around you to talk 479 00:17:45,350 --> 00:17:43,600 about it are 480 00:17:47,270 --> 00:17:45,360 people that you think will think you're 481 00:17:50,789 --> 00:17:47,280 crazy because you don't know what it is 482 00:17:53,430 --> 00:17:50,799 you know and so what do you do and yeah 483 00:17:56,549 --> 00:17:53,440 just like you uh you know 484 00:17:59,430 --> 00:17:56,559 ufo twitter for it for its flaws and 485 00:18:02,070 --> 00:17:59,440 for its uh positive features you know it 486 00:18:03,990 --> 00:18:02,080 was a great place to go and 487 00:18:06,549 --> 00:18:04,000 and i'm i'm happy i went there because i 488 00:18:09,029 --> 00:18:06,559 met people like yourself and jay and and 489 00:18:11,669 --> 00:18:09,039 a lot of other people which really 490 00:18:14,310 --> 00:18:11,679 you know helps with that just like the 491 00:18:16,390 --> 00:18:14,320 experiencer group uh that jay organizes 492 00:18:18,230 --> 00:18:16,400 i mean that helps too so 493 00:18:19,430 --> 00:18:18,240 um 494 00:18:21,510 --> 00:18:19,440 with 495 00:18:22,310 --> 00:18:21,520 so and i can also see why this kind of 496 00:18:23,750 --> 00:18:22,320 uh 497 00:18:25,669 --> 00:18:23,760 you know why you like the skinwalker 498 00:18:29,830 --> 00:18:25,679 ranch so to speak after hearing about 499 00:18:33,110 --> 00:18:31,909 but there's a lot of interesting no i 500 00:18:35,350 --> 00:18:33,120 mean 501 00:18:37,110 --> 00:18:35,360 it is what it is you know 502 00:18:38,789 --> 00:18:37,120 like i think they're you know 503 00:18:40,789 --> 00:18:38,799 you can't look at it and say okay well 504 00:18:42,310 --> 00:18:40,799 there's nothing there okay well the 505 00:18:43,990 --> 00:18:42,320 federal government looked into it and 506 00:18:44,870 --> 00:18:44,000 spent a lot of money on looking into it 507 00:18:49,590 --> 00:18:44,880 so 508 00:18:51,190 --> 00:18:49,600 fire 509 00:18:53,029 --> 00:18:51,200 uh totally 510 00:18:56,950 --> 00:18:53,039 so yeah so i 511 00:19:01,110 --> 00:18:59,110 let me ask you this so 512 00:19:03,830 --> 00:19:01,120 how you know in in your defense 513 00:19:07,510 --> 00:19:03,840 experience and in your policy experience 514 00:19:09,029 --> 00:19:07,520 what do you find are the biggest um 515 00:19:11,990 --> 00:19:09,039 setbacks 516 00:19:14,789 --> 00:19:12,000 in the defense industry that don't won't 517 00:19:16,630 --> 00:19:14,799 allow us to go farther than we have so 518 00:19:18,630 --> 00:19:16,640 far with this you know you would think 519 00:19:21,190 --> 00:19:18,640 they would have a lot of uh hand so to 520 00:19:23,190 --> 00:19:21,200 speak in this kind of scenario so so 521 00:19:25,190 --> 00:19:23,200 what do you think is uh 522 00:19:27,590 --> 00:19:25,200 keeping us at its stance so although 523 00:19:29,909 --> 00:19:27,600 we're moving forward at a great pace but 524 00:19:31,909 --> 00:19:29,919 i just mean you know historically 525 00:19:33,270 --> 00:19:31,919 um that's a great question and i think 526 00:19:34,789 --> 00:19:33,280 the first thing i would say is i think 527 00:19:36,150 --> 00:19:34,799 people 528 00:19:39,190 --> 00:19:36,160 assume that the government's a lot 529 00:19:42,549 --> 00:19:39,200 smarter than it is um you know i think a 530 00:19:45,830 --> 00:19:42,559 lot of times people scream conspiracy or 531 00:19:47,350 --> 00:19:45,840 intentional deflection when really 532 00:19:48,870 --> 00:19:47,360 people just have a lot on their plates 533 00:19:51,350 --> 00:19:48,880 and don't really care 534 00:19:53,990 --> 00:19:51,360 um you know imagine 535 00:19:55,590 --> 00:19:54,000 imagine your dumbest colleagues at your 536 00:19:56,710 --> 00:19:55,600 workplace and the smartest colleagues at 537 00:19:58,230 --> 00:19:56,720 your workplace well that's what the 538 00:19:59,190 --> 00:19:58,240 government's like too right they have 539 00:20:00,710 --> 00:19:59,200 all of them they have some really 540 00:20:01,909 --> 00:20:00,720 brilliant people and some really not so 541 00:20:02,870 --> 00:20:01,919 brilliant people 542 00:20:05,510 --> 00:20:02,880 um 543 00:20:08,149 --> 00:20:05,520 so i think first of a fair amount first 544 00:20:10,870 --> 00:20:08,159 and foremost you know it's recognizing 545 00:20:13,750 --> 00:20:10,880 that not everything is a conspiracy um 546 00:20:15,909 --> 00:20:13,760 the second is i worked when i was a 547 00:20:17,590 --> 00:20:15,919 defense contractor which was like i said 548 00:20:20,470 --> 00:20:17,600 very briefly but still 549 00:20:23,430 --> 00:20:20,480 on a joint army navy program 550 00:20:25,350 --> 00:20:23,440 those are incredibly rare um 551 00:20:27,990 --> 00:20:25,360 i was working on the time at trying to 552 00:20:31,110 --> 00:20:28,000 develop a radio waveform that could be 553 00:20:31,909 --> 00:20:31,120 interoperable with our allies 554 00:20:34,950 --> 00:20:31,919 but 555 00:20:37,990 --> 00:20:34,960 the amount of bureaucratic mess that was 556 00:20:41,350 --> 00:20:38,000 involved because it was two branches was 557 00:20:43,029 --> 00:20:41,360 insane um trying to get the most basic 558 00:20:46,230 --> 00:20:43,039 thing done like when i was supposed to 559 00:20:48,630 --> 00:20:46,240 go to europe for a working group meeting 560 00:20:50,870 --> 00:20:48,640 um had to go through like two separate 561 00:20:52,789 --> 00:20:50,880 chains of command and sometimes like 562 00:20:55,909 --> 00:20:52,799 they weren't talking to each other and 563 00:20:57,669 --> 00:20:55,919 that was for a very small not super 564 00:20:59,669 --> 00:20:57,679 secret project right 565 00:21:02,149 --> 00:20:59,679 um so i think 566 00:21:04,549 --> 00:21:02,159 there's a lot of just branches not 567 00:21:06,549 --> 00:21:04,559 talking to each other um 568 00:21:08,710 --> 00:21:06,559 not necessarily even because they don't 569 00:21:10,630 --> 00:21:08,720 want to just because you know 570 00:21:12,470 --> 00:21:10,640 everything's so regimented and 571 00:21:15,270 --> 00:21:12,480 structured in a way that kind of 572 00:21:17,270 --> 00:21:15,280 prevents a lot of collaboration and some 573 00:21:19,430 --> 00:21:17,280 of that is you know operational security 574 00:21:21,270 --> 00:21:19,440 right that's a good way to keep things 575 00:21:23,909 --> 00:21:21,280 secret right you have very strict chains 576 00:21:25,909 --> 00:21:23,919 of command very um 577 00:21:27,669 --> 00:21:25,919 closed ways of communicating 578 00:21:30,149 --> 00:21:27,679 so i think that's definitely part of it 579 00:21:31,669 --> 00:21:30,159 um and then the last part i was just 580 00:21:33,830 --> 00:21:31,679 talking to someone about this i forget 581 00:21:35,190 --> 00:21:33,840 who on twitter um 582 00:21:38,149 --> 00:21:35,200 is about knowing the difference between 583 00:21:38,950 --> 00:21:38,159 political appointees and civil service 584 00:21:41,350 --> 00:21:38,960 uh 585 00:21:43,750 --> 00:21:41,360 so political so at the pentagon for 586 00:21:44,390 --> 00:21:43,760 example right you're going to have folks 587 00:21:49,590 --> 00:21:44,400 who 588 00:21:50,789 --> 00:21:49,600 there no matter which administration 589 00:21:51,909 --> 00:21:50,799 is in power 590 00:21:54,950 --> 00:21:51,919 um 591 00:21:57,590 --> 00:21:54,960 and they will typically be 592 00:21:59,590 --> 00:21:57,600 pretty you know conservative and doing 593 00:22:01,350 --> 00:21:59,600 things the way they've been done and 594 00:22:03,669 --> 00:22:01,360 following process and procedure and 595 00:22:05,830 --> 00:22:03,679 structure right their jobs aren't at 596 00:22:07,669 --> 00:22:05,840 risk every couple years so they're 597 00:22:09,350 --> 00:22:07,679 pretty comfortable in where they are 598 00:22:11,510 --> 00:22:09,360 then you have political appointees who 599 00:22:13,029 --> 00:22:11,520 come in who have 600 00:22:15,830 --> 00:22:13,039 different agendas depending on the 601 00:22:17,909 --> 00:22:15,840 administration who are also incredibly 602 00:22:20,789 --> 00:22:17,919 ambitious and know their jobs have a 603 00:22:23,510 --> 00:22:20,799 sunset so by definition they're always 604 00:22:25,510 --> 00:22:23,520 jockeying for the next role so 605 00:22:26,789 --> 00:22:25,520 on the one hand they're incredibly 606 00:22:28,870 --> 00:22:26,799 ambitious in wanting to push new 607 00:22:31,029 --> 00:22:28,880 initiatives forward but they're also 608 00:22:33,669 --> 00:22:31,039 very cautious in what those initiatives 609 00:22:36,470 --> 00:22:33,679 are because it could have a very rapid 610 00:22:39,190 --> 00:22:36,480 blow back on them and on their career 611 00:22:41,909 --> 00:22:39,200 and so i think that a lot of what we see 612 00:22:43,830 --> 00:22:41,919 frankly is just people being 613 00:22:45,909 --> 00:22:43,840 really really protective 614 00:22:47,190 --> 00:22:45,919 of their careers um 615 00:22:48,070 --> 00:22:47,200 and that's one of the reasons that i 616 00:22:50,070 --> 00:22:48,080 think 617 00:22:52,950 --> 00:22:50,080 i i started getting involved in this is 618 00:22:55,750 --> 00:22:52,960 because you know i'm in my early 30s and 619 00:22:57,590 --> 00:22:55,760 i was seeing that while a lot of 620 00:22:58,710 --> 00:22:57,600 higher folks are starting to talk about 621 00:23:01,909 --> 00:22:58,720 this you know we're seeing members of 622 00:23:03,590 --> 00:23:01,919 congress and dna dni and you know all 623 00:23:05,990 --> 00:23:03,600 sorts of people discussing this you're 624 00:23:08,230 --> 00:23:06,000 not kind of seeing that trickle down 625 00:23:09,750 --> 00:23:08,240 and i was really concerned about that 626 00:23:11,909 --> 00:23:09,760 because the people who are in their 20s 627 00:23:13,029 --> 00:23:11,919 and 30s now are going to be leaders on 628 00:23:14,710 --> 00:23:13,039 this topic 629 00:23:16,390 --> 00:23:14,720 and i think the reason they're not 630 00:23:18,310 --> 00:23:16,400 discussing it is because they want those 631 00:23:21,270 --> 00:23:18,320 jobs right there's still the stigma 632 00:23:23,669 --> 00:23:21,280 attached unfortunately um and so i've 633 00:23:25,110 --> 00:23:23,679 been kind of making it my mission to be 634 00:23:27,190 --> 00:23:25,120 the middle man 635 00:23:29,190 --> 00:23:27,200 and and trying to get those younger 636 00:23:33,430 --> 00:23:29,200 folks talking about this learning about 637 00:23:36,230 --> 00:23:33,440 it you know um and involved in any way 638 00:23:37,750 --> 00:23:36,240 that's that's brilliant and i mean this 639 00:23:39,510 --> 00:23:37,760 this working group that you've this 640 00:23:41,029 --> 00:23:39,520 group that you've got with chris millen 641 00:23:43,669 --> 00:23:41,039 coming in and things like that it sounds 642 00:23:47,029 --> 00:23:43,679 like there's a lot of progress happening 643 00:23:49,430 --> 00:23:47,039 in that in that direction you know um 644 00:23:52,310 --> 00:23:49,440 one thing that of course uh we should 645 00:23:54,630 --> 00:23:52,320 probably talk about today is that 646 00:23:56,149 --> 00:23:54,640 next week we have this 647 00:23:57,750 --> 00:23:56,159 historic 648 00:23:59,190 --> 00:23:57,760 congressional hearing 649 00:24:01,190 --> 00:23:59,200 with one of the intelligence 650 00:24:03,190 --> 00:24:01,200 subcommittees the c3 651 00:24:05,830 --> 00:24:03,200 subcommittee 652 00:24:07,029 --> 00:24:05,840 and they're bringing in ron moultrie and 653 00:24:08,950 --> 00:24:07,039 scott bray 654 00:24:11,669 --> 00:24:08,960 to testify and talk about uap 655 00:24:13,590 --> 00:24:11,679 transparency issues um i know that 656 00:24:15,029 --> 00:24:13,600 you've done some i know that you've 657 00:24:17,750 --> 00:24:15,039 thought about this 658 00:24:19,430 --> 00:24:17,760 hearing and are looking forward to it um 659 00:24:20,470 --> 00:24:19,440 can you talk to us about a little bit 660 00:24:23,190 --> 00:24:20,480 about 661 00:24:25,269 --> 00:24:23,200 what you see happening there and whether 662 00:24:27,190 --> 00:24:25,279 you see this as 663 00:24:31,029 --> 00:24:27,200 as something that could further the 664 00:24:35,669 --> 00:24:31,039 conversation uh within dc in terms of of 665 00:24:37,269 --> 00:24:35,679 relevancy and removing stigma etc 666 00:24:39,669 --> 00:24:37,279 yeah sure um 667 00:24:41,830 --> 00:24:39,679 i have thought about a lot this a lot i 668 00:24:44,310 --> 00:24:41,840 just finished up yesterday writing an 669 00:24:48,230 --> 00:24:44,320 op-ed that will hopefully run on monday 670 00:24:49,990 --> 00:24:48,240 more for new folks um and also sent in a 671 00:24:52,390 --> 00:24:50,000 bunch of hearing questions this morning 672 00:24:54,070 --> 00:24:52,400 um in collaboration with some other um 673 00:24:55,350 --> 00:24:54,080 former national security professionals i 674 00:24:57,350 --> 00:24:55,360 won't name them here i don't know if 675 00:24:59,350 --> 00:24:57,360 they want me to name name them um but 676 00:25:00,549 --> 00:24:59,360 some smart folks you'd recognize 677 00:25:01,830 --> 00:25:00,559 um 678 00:25:03,909 --> 00:25:01,840 and 679 00:25:05,269 --> 00:25:03,919 i'm hopeful um 680 00:25:07,590 --> 00:25:05,279 i think we have to be cautious with what 681 00:25:09,430 --> 00:25:07,600 we expect from the hearing right 682 00:25:11,830 --> 00:25:09,440 um i think it's important for us to note 683 00:25:13,510 --> 00:25:11,840 the context uh 684 00:25:14,630 --> 00:25:13,520 i could be wrong but my read on the 685 00:25:16,230 --> 00:25:14,640 situation 686 00:25:18,630 --> 00:25:16,240 is that this is coming as a direct 687 00:25:21,110 --> 00:25:18,640 result of the classified briefings that 688 00:25:22,149 --> 00:25:21,120 they were very um unhappy with 689 00:25:23,750 --> 00:25:22,159 um 690 00:25:26,710 --> 00:25:23,760 you know we have 691 00:25:29,350 --> 00:25:26,720 a aoi msg are we calling it the aim 692 00:25:32,630 --> 00:25:29,360 office i don't know whatever that 693 00:25:35,430 --> 00:25:32,640 disaster is um it's going to be you know 694 00:25:36,950 --> 00:25:35,440 theoretically fully operational um in 695 00:25:38,310 --> 00:25:36,960 june and so my read is that they're 696 00:25:41,510 --> 00:25:38,320 trying to set the stage with their 697 00:25:44,630 --> 00:25:41,520 expectations um since they were unhappy 698 00:25:46,630 --> 00:25:44,640 i do not think anyone should expect any 699 00:25:48,310 --> 00:25:46,640 bombshell revelations to come from this 700 00:25:50,149 --> 00:25:48,320 i think that's an 701 00:25:51,430 --> 00:25:50,159 unreasonable expectation as much as i 702 00:25:53,029 --> 00:25:51,440 would love that 703 00:25:56,549 --> 00:25:53,039 um 704 00:25:58,870 --> 00:25:56,559 i think what we can expect though is 705 00:26:01,590 --> 00:25:58,880 moving this conversation hopefully 706 00:26:03,990 --> 00:26:01,600 further into the public commentary um 707 00:26:05,350 --> 00:26:04,000 public sphere um 708 00:26:07,269 --> 00:26:05,360 you know my goal with a lot of the 709 00:26:07,990 --> 00:26:07,279 hearing questions was not necessarily to 710 00:26:09,830 --> 00:26:08,000 get 711 00:26:11,990 --> 00:26:09,840 new information that anyone on ufo 712 00:26:13,750 --> 00:26:12,000 twitter would be like oh my god about 713 00:26:16,310 --> 00:26:13,760 what was to get people on the record in 714 00:26:18,470 --> 00:26:16,320 a public setting on live tv confirming a 715 00:26:20,470 --> 00:26:18,480 lot of what we know that these craft are 716 00:26:22,950 --> 00:26:20,480 trans medium that they can go eight to 717 00:26:24,470 --> 00:26:22,960 ten thousand miles per hour that we have 718 00:26:26,950 --> 00:26:24,480 no evidence that their foreign 719 00:26:28,230 --> 00:26:26,960 adversarial technology you know like all 720 00:26:29,110 --> 00:26:28,240 that kind of stuff 721 00:26:32,230 --> 00:26:29,120 um 722 00:26:33,590 --> 00:26:32,240 so my hope is that that will happen 723 00:26:36,070 --> 00:26:33,600 um 724 00:26:38,230 --> 00:26:36,080 i also think it'll be interesting to see 725 00:26:39,750 --> 00:26:38,240 the personalities at play because 726 00:26:41,269 --> 00:26:39,760 different members have different agendas 727 00:26:43,269 --> 00:26:41,279 there are some who are very concerned 728 00:26:46,070 --> 00:26:43,279 about transparency some who are very 729 00:26:47,830 --> 00:26:46,080 concerned about flight safety um some 730 00:26:50,310 --> 00:26:47,840 folks who want to talk about space 731 00:26:52,789 --> 00:26:50,320 debris you know um 732 00:26:55,110 --> 00:26:52,799 so i i think it's anyone's guess how 733 00:26:58,149 --> 00:26:55,120 it's going to turn out um but like i 734 00:27:00,870 --> 00:26:58,159 said i think we should be very 735 00:27:03,029 --> 00:27:00,880 cautious in what we expect from it um 736 00:27:06,070 --> 00:27:03,039 and recognize that this is just a step 737 00:27:07,990 --> 00:27:06,080 right um i wouldn't be so i would not be 738 00:27:09,350 --> 00:27:08,000 surprised if the senate then didn't hold 739 00:27:12,310 --> 00:27:09,360 their own hearings 740 00:27:13,750 --> 00:27:12,320 um as well so i think this is 741 00:27:16,390 --> 00:27:13,760 you know our first stepping stone and we 742 00:27:18,630 --> 00:27:16,400 should view it that way 743 00:27:20,630 --> 00:27:18,640 makes a lot of sense 744 00:27:22,950 --> 00:27:20,640 or stepping stone in this process i know 745 00:27:25,110 --> 00:27:22,960 there's been a lot that led up to this 746 00:27:26,789 --> 00:27:25,120 absolutely 747 00:27:28,710 --> 00:27:26,799 thank you 748 00:27:29,909 --> 00:27:28,720 first of all i totally disagree i think 749 00:27:32,630 --> 00:27:29,919 we're going to learn everything about 750 00:27:37,750 --> 00:27:35,669 i think uh moultrie's gonna unzip his 751 00:27:39,350 --> 00:27:37,760 bodysuit and it's gonna be an alien 752 00:27:41,110 --> 00:27:39,360 underneath 753 00:27:41,830 --> 00:27:41,120 i'm just kidding no 754 00:27:46,470 --> 00:27:41,840 i 755 00:27:48,870 --> 00:27:46,480 um 756 00:27:50,470 --> 00:27:48,880 you know the the article had come out i 757 00:27:52,149 --> 00:27:50,480 think what it was at politico or 758 00:27:54,389 --> 00:27:52,159 something talking about 759 00:27:57,750 --> 00:27:54,399 yeah how they were upset um that they 760 00:28:00,789 --> 00:27:57,760 just keep getting reports but nothing 761 00:28:02,389 --> 00:28:00,799 you know uh with meat so to speak as far 762 00:28:04,310 --> 00:28:02,399 as like what why 763 00:28:05,590 --> 00:28:04,320 where all that kind of stuff and they're 764 00:28:06,470 --> 00:28:05,600 pretty irritated with that and then you 765 00:28:09,669 --> 00:28:06,480 see 766 00:28:11,190 --> 00:28:09,679 you know job listings coming out right 767 00:28:13,110 --> 00:28:11,200 you know for different sorts of 768 00:28:15,430 --> 00:28:13,120 positions and then we have these 769 00:28:16,950 --> 00:28:15,440 hearings so i think you're you're 770 00:28:20,070 --> 00:28:16,960 exactly right 771 00:28:20,870 --> 00:28:20,080 and i also have the same hopes as you um 772 00:28:25,110 --> 00:28:20,880 that 773 00:28:27,110 --> 00:28:25,120 be uh confirmed by the government you 774 00:28:30,710 --> 00:28:27,120 know via congressional hearings under 775 00:28:32,630 --> 00:28:30,720 oath i think that would uh be that would 776 00:28:34,950 --> 00:28:32,640 be a bombshell to me 777 00:28:37,110 --> 00:28:34,960 so so to speak so 778 00:28:39,430 --> 00:28:37,120 um 779 00:28:41,990 --> 00:28:39,440 you know i guess uh as far as questions 780 00:28:44,789 --> 00:28:42,000 wise i don't know i was just in in the 781 00:28:45,990 --> 00:28:44,799 midst of just agreeing with you so 782 00:28:49,110 --> 00:28:46,000 i get 783 00:28:55,029 --> 00:28:51,830 yeah if uh if 784 00:28:57,430 --> 00:28:55,039 you know so let's say you know um pretty 785 00:28:59,029 --> 00:28:57,440 much what happens or what we talked 786 00:29:00,630 --> 00:28:59,039 about happens 787 00:29:02,789 --> 00:29:00,640 um let's say minus even the 788 00:29:06,070 --> 00:29:02,799 confirmations right um and they just get 789 00:29:08,470 --> 00:29:06,080 blasted for for being behind the ball 790 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:08,480 um how would you 791 00:29:15,990 --> 00:29:11,760 or what would you recommend for 792 00:29:18,710 --> 00:29:16,000 you know setting proper expectations for 793 00:29:21,269 --> 00:29:18,720 you know the the observers of all this 794 00:29:23,510 --> 00:29:21,279 that aren't necessarily involved uh on 795 00:29:26,549 --> 00:29:23,520 the inside 796 00:29:29,350 --> 00:29:26,559 i think the most important thing at this 797 00:29:30,870 --> 00:29:29,360 stage is to understand how dod thinks 798 00:29:33,990 --> 00:29:30,880 and how they write 799 00:29:35,830 --> 00:29:34,000 um i saw this with the preliminary uap 800 00:29:38,389 --> 00:29:35,840 task force assessment 801 00:29:40,470 --> 00:29:38,399 um dod is obviously very conservative by 802 00:29:42,549 --> 00:29:40,480 nature i don't mean politically i mean 803 00:29:45,110 --> 00:29:42,559 you know in terms of 804 00:29:47,269 --> 00:29:45,120 admitting things as black or black and 805 00:29:49,909 --> 00:29:47,279 white saying things so for example one 806 00:29:52,789 --> 00:29:49,919 example of this is in the uap task force 807 00:29:55,990 --> 00:29:52,799 report right they say that there is 808 00:29:58,070 --> 00:29:56,000 no current data to suggest that this is 809 00:29:59,830 --> 00:29:58,080 indicative of a foreign um foreign 810 00:30:02,070 --> 00:29:59,840 adversarial tech right 811 00:30:05,350 --> 00:30:02,080 but they also say earlier in the report 812 00:30:07,510 --> 00:30:05,360 that this tech could be russia or china 813 00:30:09,430 --> 00:30:07,520 a lot of folks a lot of folks looked at 814 00:30:10,710 --> 00:30:09,440 that and said oh they think it's russia 815 00:30:12,310 --> 00:30:10,720 or china 816 00:30:14,230 --> 00:30:12,320 that's not what they said 817 00:30:16,389 --> 00:30:14,240 right you have to understand that what 818 00:30:17,669 --> 00:30:16,399 they are saying is we cannot rule this 819 00:30:19,510 --> 00:30:17,679 out 820 00:30:21,510 --> 00:30:19,520 but we don't have any data 821 00:30:23,430 --> 00:30:21,520 so what that means to me and what they 822 00:30:25,909 --> 00:30:23,440 were saying for someone who can kind of 823 00:30:27,669 --> 00:30:25,919 agree between the lines is 824 00:30:29,669 --> 00:30:27,679 the only 825 00:30:32,310 --> 00:30:29,679 pr you know conceivable options that it 826 00:30:34,230 --> 00:30:32,320 could be would be russia or china but we 827 00:30:35,750 --> 00:30:34,240 don't have any evidence of that and so i 828 00:30:37,830 --> 00:30:35,760 think you have to 829 00:30:40,549 --> 00:30:37,840 be very careful with how you read what 830 00:30:43,190 --> 00:30:40,559 they say because every word has meaning 831 00:30:44,950 --> 00:30:43,200 and so just because they don't say it 832 00:30:46,950 --> 00:30:44,960 isn't adversarial tech they're never 833 00:30:50,070 --> 00:30:46,960 going to say that because there's going 834 00:30:52,470 --> 00:30:50,080 to be one circumstance in which it is 835 00:30:54,230 --> 00:30:52,480 you know and so i you have to be very 836 00:30:55,110 --> 00:30:54,240 cautious in how you interpret what they 837 00:30:56,389 --> 00:30:55,120 say 838 00:30:57,430 --> 00:30:56,399 if you don't have data how are you going 839 00:30:58,630 --> 00:30:57,440 to know 840 00:30:59,590 --> 00:30:58,640 you know right 841 00:31:00,950 --> 00:30:59,600 right 842 00:31:02,870 --> 00:31:00,960 but unfortunately the media doesn't 843 00:31:05,029 --> 00:31:02,880 write that right that way and that's why 844 00:31:07,590 --> 00:31:05,039 i think it's important to 845 00:31:09,990 --> 00:31:07,600 read the transcripts watch the hearing 846 00:31:12,310 --> 00:31:10,000 as long and as boring as it may be at 847 00:31:14,870 --> 00:31:12,320 times um but that's something that i 848 00:31:15,750 --> 00:31:14,880 would really caution people to take to 849 00:31:17,509 --> 00:31:15,760 heart 850 00:31:20,870 --> 00:31:17,519 um 851 00:31:23,909 --> 00:31:20,880 uh you know uh literal you know 852 00:31:26,389 --> 00:31:23,919 extraterrestrial lands in front of our 853 00:31:28,070 --> 00:31:26,399 news cameras no one is going to say 854 00:31:29,110 --> 00:31:28,080 they are real like that's just not going 855 00:31:32,149 --> 00:31:29,120 to happen 856 00:31:33,750 --> 00:31:32,159 um if it does happen you know quote me 857 00:31:36,310 --> 00:31:33,760 and i'll buy you a drink 858 00:31:38,230 --> 00:31:36,320 um but it's just not how 859 00:31:40,310 --> 00:31:38,240 it's just not how the dod works right 860 00:31:42,230 --> 00:31:40,320 there they're going to be very cautious 861 00:31:43,909 --> 00:31:42,240 until they are forced into a corner 862 00:31:45,029 --> 00:31:43,919 because they never want to be proven 863 00:31:46,870 --> 00:31:45,039 wrong 864 00:31:49,990 --> 00:31:46,880 right understood 865 00:31:52,870 --> 00:31:50,000 now along those lines um we were talking 866 00:31:55,350 --> 00:31:52,880 a couple days ago on the show about how 867 00:31:57,830 --> 00:31:55,360 i believe it's ron moultrie uh he got 868 00:32:00,549 --> 00:31:57,840 his masters uh in russian studies and a 869 00:32:03,029 --> 00:32:00,559 lot of his his formative years were were 870 00:32:05,350 --> 00:32:03,039 in russian intelligence and scott bray 871 00:32:07,029 --> 00:32:05,360 has been an expert in chinese 872 00:32:10,549 --> 00:32:07,039 intelligence and has been a china 873 00:32:12,710 --> 00:32:10,559 subject matter expert so if we if you 874 00:32:15,110 --> 00:32:12,720 know regardless of their incredibly 875 00:32:16,149 --> 00:32:15,120 senior positions within this you've got 876 00:32:17,110 --> 00:32:16,159 one guy 877 00:32:19,029 --> 00:32:17,120 that 878 00:32:20,630 --> 00:32:19,039 maybe is read up enough to be able to 879 00:32:23,269 --> 00:32:20,640 tell you whether they're russian or not 880 00:32:24,710 --> 00:32:23,279 and you've got another guy that is maybe 881 00:32:26,710 --> 00:32:24,720 read up enough to tell you whether 882 00:32:29,590 --> 00:32:26,720 they're chinese or not 883 00:32:30,630 --> 00:32:29,600 in terms of incremental steps you know 884 00:32:32,310 --> 00:32:30,640 between 885 00:32:34,389 --> 00:32:32,320 you know where where we are in the 886 00:32:35,430 --> 00:32:34,399 public discourse at least in washington 887 00:32:37,990 --> 00:32:35,440 right now 888 00:32:40,870 --> 00:32:38,000 and um and you know like show me the 889 00:32:41,750 --> 00:32:40,880 bodies or whatever roswell style 890 00:32:43,990 --> 00:32:41,760 um 891 00:32:44,789 --> 00:32:44,000 do you think that it's possible that 892 00:32:47,029 --> 00:32:44,799 that 893 00:32:50,310 --> 00:32:47,039 you know given the two people testifying 894 00:32:52,630 --> 00:32:50,320 next week we can we can at least 895 00:32:55,269 --> 00:32:52,640 get past some of these initial hurdles 896 00:32:57,830 --> 00:32:55,279 with regard to uh they might be russia 897 00:33:00,710 --> 00:32:57,840 they might be china and do you see an 898 00:33:03,909 --> 00:33:00,720 advantage to getting past that hurdle um 899 00:33:06,389 --> 00:33:05,190 i think 900 00:33:07,990 --> 00:33:06,399 uh 901 00:33:10,789 --> 00:33:08,000 i don't know enough about those two 902 00:33:13,110 --> 00:33:10,799 gentlemen personally um to answer with a 903 00:33:16,389 --> 00:33:13,120 ton of intelligence on it but i will 904 00:33:17,909 --> 00:33:16,399 tell you what i think is likely um 905 00:33:21,190 --> 00:33:17,919 i know for example chris mullins 906 00:33:22,470 --> 00:33:21,200 mentioned once before at least that 907 00:33:25,830 --> 00:33:22,480 you know we need to be cognizant first 908 00:33:26,870 --> 00:33:25,840 of all that not all uap are the same um 909 00:33:28,789 --> 00:33:26,880 and that 910 00:33:30,870 --> 00:33:28,799 some of them particularly you know 911 00:33:32,230 --> 00:33:30,880 particularly like um 912 00:33:35,029 --> 00:33:32,240 some stuff that's happened off the coast 913 00:33:37,110 --> 00:33:35,039 of the pacific um in like 914 00:33:39,110 --> 00:33:37,120 california um 915 00:33:41,190 --> 00:33:39,120 could be drone swarms that are chinese 916 00:33:43,110 --> 00:33:41,200 uh you know it's it's hard it's hard to 917 00:33:44,870 --> 00:33:43,120 tell um 918 00:33:48,470 --> 00:33:44,880 without looking at the individual specs 919 00:33:49,990 --> 00:33:48,480 of each case right um 920 00:33:51,430 --> 00:33:50,000 but i definitely don't think that's all 921 00:33:53,269 --> 00:33:51,440 of them um 922 00:33:55,430 --> 00:33:53,279 i do think it's going to be challenging 923 00:33:56,950 --> 00:33:55,440 though if you start asking all or 924 00:33:58,070 --> 00:33:56,960 nothing questions 925 00:33:59,669 --> 00:33:58,080 i think 926 00:34:00,870 --> 00:33:59,679 either one of those gentlemen will 927 00:34:02,870 --> 00:34:00,880 answer 928 00:34:04,549 --> 00:34:02,880 an all-or-nothing fashion right so if 929 00:34:06,230 --> 00:34:04,559 your question is 930 00:34:07,830 --> 00:34:06,240 you know is this russian or chinese tech 931 00:34:09,270 --> 00:34:07,840 and their answer is some of them might 932 00:34:10,869 --> 00:34:09,280 be that's going to be the headline it's 933 00:34:12,470 --> 00:34:10,879 not going to be 934 00:34:14,470 --> 00:34:12,480 yeah some of them might be but what 935 00:34:16,470 --> 00:34:14,480 about the rest of the 90 936 00:34:18,950 --> 00:34:16,480 right 937 00:34:21,030 --> 00:34:18,960 and so i think that you're not going to 938 00:34:22,950 --> 00:34:21,040 hear them say it is not russian it is 939 00:34:24,629 --> 00:34:22,960 not chinese i i just don't think that's 940 00:34:26,069 --> 00:34:24,639 going to ever happen um because i 941 00:34:27,430 --> 00:34:26,079 guarantee there's one case that will 942 00:34:29,750 --> 00:34:27,440 prove to be russian in one case that 943 00:34:31,829 --> 00:34:29,760 will prove to be chinese and also 944 00:34:33,589 --> 00:34:31,839 there's the tiny 945 00:34:36,230 --> 00:34:33,599 aspect of the fact that that's their 946 00:34:37,990 --> 00:34:36,240 subject area and subject matter experts 947 00:34:40,869 --> 00:34:38,000 love to point to their own subject 948 00:34:43,030 --> 00:34:40,879 expertise as a result um it's just like 949 00:34:45,510 --> 00:34:43,040 a vlog 950 00:34:46,790 --> 00:34:45,520 i'm really smart about northern iraq and 951 00:34:48,230 --> 00:34:46,800 every time someone brings something up 952 00:34:49,990 --> 00:34:48,240 i'm like yeah but except for northern 953 00:34:53,589 --> 00:34:50,000 iraq xyz 954 00:34:55,829 --> 00:34:53,599 um so i think that that's unfortunately 955 00:34:57,670 --> 00:34:55,839 a side effect we'll see um but i do 956 00:35:00,710 --> 00:34:57,680 think it is promising that we have folks 957 00:35:03,190 --> 00:35:00,720 with these expertise because 958 00:35:04,470 --> 00:35:03,200 if not externally internally they'll be 959 00:35:05,910 --> 00:35:04,480 able to set their narrative straight 960 00:35:07,670 --> 00:35:05,920 you're right um 961 00:35:09,670 --> 00:35:07,680 because for more 962 00:35:11,510 --> 00:35:09,680 more or less we know what capabilities 963 00:35:13,109 --> 00:35:11,520 other people have right like we know 964 00:35:14,470 --> 00:35:13,119 that 965 00:35:16,950 --> 00:35:14,480 you know 966 00:35:20,390 --> 00:35:16,960 russia and china most likely don't have 967 00:35:22,710 --> 00:35:20,400 a drone that goes 12 000 miles per hour 968 00:35:24,950 --> 00:35:22,720 with no heat signatures right 969 00:35:27,030 --> 00:35:24,960 it's it's just unlikely given the state 970 00:35:29,750 --> 00:35:27,040 of where we are um and they and someone 971 00:35:31,750 --> 00:35:29,760 like you know moultrie or or the other 972 00:35:33,349 --> 00:35:31,760 gentleman will be able to say you know 973 00:35:35,750 --> 00:35:33,359 based on our current intelligence this 974 00:35:36,950 --> 00:35:35,760 is the best we think they have 975 00:35:38,950 --> 00:35:36,960 um 976 00:35:40,550 --> 00:35:38,960 but unfortunately as much as i like wish 977 00:35:43,190 --> 00:35:40,560 i could give you all these fantastic 978 00:35:44,950 --> 00:35:43,200 news i know dc too well and like i don't 979 00:35:46,230 --> 00:35:44,960 think you're going to get some 980 00:35:48,150 --> 00:35:46,240 incredible 981 00:35:49,510 --> 00:35:48,160 no it's not adversarial tech i think 982 00:35:51,510 --> 00:35:49,520 what you'll get 983 00:35:54,630 --> 00:35:51,520 are statements like that from members of 984 00:35:56,470 --> 00:35:54,640 congress that are really indicative of 985 00:35:58,310 --> 00:35:56,480 um what they think and i would almost 986 00:35:59,750 --> 00:35:58,320 pay more attention to their questions 987 00:36:01,990 --> 00:35:59,760 because keep in mind those are folks 988 00:36:04,310 --> 00:36:02,000 who've seen the classified briefings 989 00:36:06,150 --> 00:36:04,320 right and so i think if you want to pay 990 00:36:07,910 --> 00:36:06,160 attention to something don't pay 991 00:36:08,870 --> 00:36:07,920 attention to the pentagon right they 992 00:36:12,150 --> 00:36:08,880 have 993 00:36:15,030 --> 00:36:12,160 would pay attention to the questions 994 00:36:17,030 --> 00:36:15,040 that the members are asking 995 00:36:20,470 --> 00:36:17,040 that's that's brilliant that's really 996 00:36:23,670 --> 00:36:20,480 smart thank you for that yeah uh sean 997 00:36:26,710 --> 00:36:23,680 yeah yeah can i help you no 998 00:36:29,750 --> 00:36:26,720 yeah no i 999 00:36:32,710 --> 00:36:29,760 you're i mean bummerville but uh i can 1000 00:36:34,230 --> 00:36:32,720 completely i can completely 1001 00:36:36,630 --> 00:36:34,240 i can completely oh it's good to be 1002 00:36:39,349 --> 00:36:36,640 realistic right yeah and that's what i 1003 00:36:41,910 --> 00:36:39,359 asked i'm on base sorry about that yeah 1004 00:36:44,790 --> 00:36:41,920 no no i i completely get it you almost 1005 00:36:46,790 --> 00:36:44,800 have to ask questions that um 1006 00:36:48,310 --> 00:36:46,800 um and maybe we could brainstorm some of 1007 00:36:51,030 --> 00:36:48,320 those what are some questions that would 1008 00:36:53,109 --> 00:36:51,040 almost paint the picture for people that 1009 00:36:55,030 --> 00:36:53,119 they can't be foreign without them 1010 00:36:55,910 --> 00:36:55,040 having to say something like that you 1011 00:36:56,870 --> 00:36:55,920 know 1012 00:36:59,270 --> 00:36:56,880 like 1013 00:37:01,589 --> 00:36:59,280 you know just spitballing um 1014 00:37:05,109 --> 00:37:01,599 you know are you aware 1015 00:37:08,390 --> 00:37:05,119 of any you know tech that can go 1016 00:37:10,230 --> 00:37:08,400 13 000 miles an hour that you know 1017 00:37:12,069 --> 00:37:10,240 that's in our possession or somebody 1018 00:37:13,430 --> 00:37:12,079 else's you know something where they 1019 00:37:15,670 --> 00:37:13,440 would have to say 1020 00:37:19,829 --> 00:37:15,680 no 1021 00:37:21,430 --> 00:37:19,839 data that shows this one such and such 1022 00:37:23,589 --> 00:37:21,440 miles per hour so 1023 00:37:25,270 --> 00:37:23,599 what is it then you know 1024 00:37:27,270 --> 00:37:25,280 um 1025 00:37:28,710 --> 00:37:27,280 but you know it's hard to come up with 1026 00:37:30,870 --> 00:37:28,720 those questions without having a better 1027 00:37:32,470 --> 00:37:30,880 grasp of what people actually know and 1028 00:37:33,910 --> 00:37:32,480 don't know now 1029 00:37:37,910 --> 00:37:33,920 somebody in the chat actually brought up 1030 00:37:38,710 --> 00:37:37,920 a good point like it's hard to believe 1031 00:37:40,950 --> 00:37:38,720 oh 1032 00:37:42,470 --> 00:37:40,960 you disappeared on me 1033 00:37:44,150 --> 00:37:42,480 oh that's okay it's hard it's hard to 1034 00:37:46,069 --> 00:37:44,160 believe that um 1035 00:37:48,630 --> 00:37:46,079 do you let me just ask you this do you 1036 00:37:51,349 --> 00:37:48,640 honestly think that they don't have 1037 00:37:53,990 --> 00:37:51,359 any data 1038 00:37:57,589 --> 00:37:54,000 right now that that proves to them 1039 00:37:58,630 --> 00:37:57,599 personally that it's not foreign 1040 00:38:00,790 --> 00:37:58,640 like uh 1041 00:38:02,829 --> 00:38:00,800 in the dod for instance do you really 1042 00:38:04,630 --> 00:38:02,839 think that they don't know 1043 00:38:06,390 --> 00:38:04,640 basically i think the problem is you're 1044 00:38:07,990 --> 00:38:06,400 asking them to prove a negative right 1045 00:38:10,710 --> 00:38:08,000 can you ever prove something for sure 1046 00:38:12,230 --> 00:38:10,720 isn't something 1047 00:38:14,390 --> 00:38:12,240 no right i mean i think they probably 1048 00:38:16,230 --> 00:38:14,400 have enough data to say 1049 00:38:18,310 --> 00:38:16,240 we know russians have xyz we know 1050 00:38:20,150 --> 00:38:18,320 chinese have xyz this exceeds their 1051 00:38:22,069 --> 00:38:20,160 capabilities by x 1052 00:38:23,349 --> 00:38:22,079 um i so i think a lot of people probably 1053 00:38:25,109 --> 00:38:23,359 suspect that 1054 00:38:27,589 --> 00:38:25,119 um 1055 00:38:30,470 --> 00:38:27,599 but i don't think that anyone's ever 1056 00:38:32,710 --> 00:38:30,480 going to make any definitive statements 1057 00:38:34,710 --> 00:38:32,720 yes i really don't just to me like when 1058 00:38:36,310 --> 00:38:34,720 you package it with all a history of 1059 00:38:37,910 --> 00:38:36,320 ufology right 1060 00:38:40,069 --> 00:38:37,920 like the in the and it's the same 1061 00:38:43,430 --> 00:38:40,079 descriptions by the pilots today of 1062 00:38:46,790 --> 00:38:43,440 pilots then in 47 90 degree turns 1063 00:38:48,390 --> 00:38:46,800 you know uh stops on a dime hovers um 1064 00:38:50,310 --> 00:38:48,400 you know vectored 1065 00:38:51,670 --> 00:38:50,320 uh planes vector towards the things 1066 00:38:54,310 --> 00:38:51,680 can't catch up 1067 00:38:55,430 --> 00:38:54,320 on radar seen visually for decades and 1068 00:38:56,390 --> 00:38:55,440 decades 1069 00:38:57,430 --> 00:38:56,400 um 1070 00:38:58,630 --> 00:38:57,440 it 1071 00:39:00,790 --> 00:38:58,640 how i mean 1072 00:39:03,109 --> 00:39:00,800 you know if you were multi-go how 1073 00:39:05,030 --> 00:39:03,119 possible in your estimate in your 1074 00:39:05,990 --> 00:39:05,040 estimation sir is it that something 1075 00:39:10,150 --> 00:39:06,000 could go 1076 00:39:12,310 --> 00:39:10,160 um 13 000 miles an hour in 1951 1077 00:39:14,069 --> 00:39:12,320 right and and i think that's the hurdle 1078 00:39:15,829 --> 00:39:14,079 we're going to have cross next with new 1079 00:39:17,990 --> 00:39:15,839 people who are coming in 1080 00:39:20,150 --> 00:39:18,000 is people watch these hearings they go 1081 00:39:21,670 --> 00:39:20,160 okay this is interesting but you know 1082 00:39:23,670 --> 00:39:21,680 it's probably our tech 1083 00:39:26,870 --> 00:39:23,680 that's the hurdle we're gonna pass of 1084 00:39:28,950 --> 00:39:26,880 okay so yeah maybe it's not 1085 00:39:32,069 --> 00:39:28,960 that insane to think that we could have 1086 00:39:34,470 --> 00:39:32,079 the tic tac technology now but they were 1087 00:39:37,589 --> 00:39:34,480 describing flying butane tanks and 1088 00:39:40,230 --> 00:39:37,599 throat lozenges right etc in the 40s and 1089 00:39:43,430 --> 00:39:40,240 50s and that's when it starts to just 1090 00:39:46,630 --> 00:39:43,440 become way beyond possibility right like 1091 00:39:49,670 --> 00:39:46,640 now if it was now just now it's 1092 00:39:52,390 --> 00:39:49,680 incredible if it was back then it's you 1093 00:39:53,430 --> 00:39:52,400 know life-altering technology right yeah 1094 00:39:55,349 --> 00:39:53,440 um 1095 00:39:57,990 --> 00:39:55,359 so i think that we're gonna have to be 1096 00:39:59,670 --> 00:39:58,000 very cautious as new people come in 1097 00:40:02,470 --> 00:39:59,680 of countering that narrative and cutting 1098 00:40:04,309 --> 00:40:02,480 it down as quickly as we can um because 1099 00:40:05,589 --> 00:40:04,319 people aren't going to want to listen to 1100 00:40:07,589 --> 00:40:05,599 historical cases they're going to want 1101 00:40:09,270 --> 00:40:07,599 to talk about what's happening now 1102 00:40:10,550 --> 00:40:09,280 because that's what one's talking about 1103 00:40:13,109 --> 00:40:10,560 now on the hill right they're talking 1104 00:40:15,270 --> 00:40:13,119 about tic tac and gimbal and go fast and 1105 00:40:20,790 --> 00:40:15,280 um those are incredible cases but that's 1106 00:40:28,390 --> 00:40:22,470 thank you so much 1107 00:40:31,670 --> 00:40:29,589 that's something we that's something 1108 00:40:33,670 --> 00:40:31,680 we've established we know this shawn's 1109 00:40:35,990 --> 00:40:33,680 always hungry um 1110 00:40:37,750 --> 00:40:36,000 i now i i think that the audience is 1111 00:40:39,190 --> 00:40:37,760 really going to appreciate this that 1112 00:40:40,950 --> 00:40:39,200 this segment of the conversation that 1113 00:40:42,550 --> 00:40:40,960 we've been establishing here and thank 1114 00:40:44,390 --> 00:40:42,560 you so much for going into the weeds 1115 00:40:47,670 --> 00:40:44,400 katie with regard to 1116 00:40:49,109 --> 00:40:47,680 dc and kind of what we can expect and 1117 00:40:51,270 --> 00:40:49,119 it's i think it's really important to 1118 00:40:53,589 --> 00:40:51,280 temper our expectations and at the same 1119 00:40:56,470 --> 00:40:53,599 time you know i think we're all looking 1120 00:40:59,910 --> 00:40:56,480 for that kind of sound bite or feud that 1121 00:41:01,990 --> 00:40:59,920 can that can be kind of like 1122 00:41:04,710 --> 00:41:02,000 that we can make operable and kind of 1123 00:41:07,910 --> 00:41:04,720 like move move the ball forward you know 1124 00:41:09,190 --> 00:41:07,920 yes absolutely now um 1125 00:41:11,670 --> 00:41:09,200 you know there's 1126 00:41:13,109 --> 00:41:11,680 you've established so much in terms of 1127 00:41:14,309 --> 00:41:13,119 we can go into 1128 00:41:16,790 --> 00:41:14,319 um 1129 00:41:18,630 --> 00:41:16,800 the work that you've done overseas 1130 00:41:23,910 --> 00:41:18,640 i'll wait until she comes back 1131 00:41:28,710 --> 00:41:25,829 you know if this was a classic art bell 1132 00:41:30,550 --> 00:41:28,720 episode or pretend to be her an answer 1133 00:41:32,950 --> 00:41:30,560 yeah yeah right on you know there's 1134 00:41:34,550 --> 00:41:32,960 there's been 1135 00:41:35,750 --> 00:41:34,560 this used to be one of the big things 1136 00:41:37,750 --> 00:41:35,760 you guys like 1137 00:41:39,990 --> 00:41:37,760 for those in the audience um that don't 1138 00:41:41,030 --> 00:41:40,000 know uh back in the day 1139 00:41:44,470 --> 00:41:41,040 um 1140 00:41:47,270 --> 00:41:44,480 uh art bell and this is around like 2000 1141 00:41:49,349 --> 00:41:47,280 2001 when cell signals were really when 1142 00:41:52,069 --> 00:41:49,359 people were starting to really adopt 1143 00:41:53,670 --> 00:41:52,079 cell phones um it would be really common 1144 00:41:55,670 --> 00:41:53,680 for people to lose 1145 00:41:57,589 --> 00:41:55,680 their their call and calling into the 1146 00:41:59,750 --> 00:41:57,599 midnight programs and stuff like this 1147 00:42:01,990 --> 00:41:59,760 and there was this common refrain of of 1148 00:42:03,670 --> 00:42:02,000 like oh it's the government it's that 1149 00:42:04,710 --> 00:42:03,680 government they're they're they're 1150 00:42:06,790 --> 00:42:04,720 trying to get in the way of the 1151 00:42:08,710 --> 00:42:06,800 conversation they're trying to get in 1152 00:42:10,309 --> 00:42:08,720 the way there oh there you are and now 1153 00:42:12,230 --> 00:42:10,319 you're all right i'm going on my phone 1154 00:42:13,750 --> 00:42:12,240 over data i'm sorry guys my wi-fi has 1155 00:42:14,550 --> 00:42:13,760 been horrible today 1156 00:42:17,190 --> 00:42:14,560 oh 1157 00:42:19,190 --> 00:42:17,200 no worries it's i was just i was just 1158 00:42:22,390 --> 00:42:19,200 joking around but 1159 00:42:27,190 --> 00:42:24,390 that uh for years and years and years 1160 00:42:29,109 --> 00:42:27,200 back at their like at the onset of the 1161 00:42:31,190 --> 00:42:29,119 21st century that people like art bell 1162 00:42:33,109 --> 00:42:31,200 and stuff like that would when sell 1163 00:42:35,829 --> 00:42:33,119 signal was 1164 00:42:38,309 --> 00:42:35,839 first happening that people would uh 1165 00:42:40,150 --> 00:42:38,319 lose their that people would drop calls 1166 00:42:41,990 --> 00:42:40,160 on the midnight programs a lot and it'd 1167 00:42:43,190 --> 00:42:42,000 be like oh it's the government they're 1168 00:42:45,190 --> 00:42:43,200 trying to get in the way of this 1169 00:42:47,109 --> 00:42:45,200 conversation about bigfoot or whatever 1170 00:42:49,430 --> 00:42:47,119 you know what i mean things like that 1171 00:42:51,190 --> 00:42:49,440 so um so you know we could play that 1172 00:42:53,109 --> 00:42:51,200 card for sure to kind of suck up a 1173 00:42:55,910 --> 00:42:53,119 little bit of time there which is great 1174 00:42:57,910 --> 00:42:55,920 um now i'll you know thank you so much 1175 00:43:00,069 --> 00:42:57,920 for getting into the weeds with us again 1176 00:43:01,349 --> 00:43:00,079 now you've done a lot of advocacy work 1177 00:43:03,670 --> 00:43:01,359 for people with chronic health 1178 00:43:05,990 --> 00:43:03,680 challenges and disabilities and from 1179 00:43:08,790 --> 00:43:06,000 what i know this is a deeply important 1180 00:43:10,870 --> 00:43:08,800 issue for you do you feel comfortable 1181 00:43:13,109 --> 00:43:10,880 talking with us and the audience a 1182 00:43:15,990 --> 00:43:13,119 little bit about that 1183 00:43:19,030 --> 00:43:16,000 yeah absolutely so um i'm kind of a 1184 00:43:21,829 --> 00:43:19,040 medical disaster myself 1185 00:43:22,710 --> 00:43:21,839 i have a number of autoimmune conditions 1186 00:43:25,670 --> 00:43:22,720 that 1187 00:43:28,550 --> 00:43:25,680 took doctors over a decade to diagnose 1188 00:43:30,150 --> 00:43:28,560 which is a very common thing with people 1189 00:43:31,829 --> 00:43:30,160 um who have chronic health issues 1190 00:43:32,790 --> 00:43:31,839 especially autoimmune 1191 00:43:33,750 --> 00:43:32,800 um 1192 00:43:34,550 --> 00:43:33,760 and so 1193 00:43:39,109 --> 00:43:34,560 i 1194 00:43:41,510 --> 00:43:39,119 to use arm crutches to get around or 1195 00:43:43,990 --> 00:43:41,520 wheelchairs on rare occasions 1196 00:43:46,470 --> 00:43:44,000 but i don't look disabled uh 1197 00:43:49,190 --> 00:43:46,480 and so that honestly has 1198 00:43:51,430 --> 00:43:49,200 caused a lot of challenges um 1199 00:43:54,950 --> 00:43:51,440 having limitations but that aren't 1200 00:43:57,750 --> 00:43:54,960 visible is very difficult um 1201 00:44:00,390 --> 00:43:57,760 people think that you're faking people 1202 00:44:02,630 --> 00:44:00,400 um forget really easily that your your 1203 00:44:03,750 --> 00:44:02,640 capabilities are a little tempered a 1204 00:44:06,230 --> 00:44:03,760 little different 1205 00:44:08,630 --> 00:44:06,240 um and so i've 1206 00:44:10,790 --> 00:44:08,640 been trying really hard to 1207 00:44:12,630 --> 00:44:10,800 spread awareness of what it's like to 1208 00:44:13,829 --> 00:44:12,640 be someone with invisible disabilities 1209 00:44:17,109 --> 00:44:13,839 um 1210 00:44:19,990 --> 00:44:17,119 and it's particularly interesting to me 1211 00:44:22,230 --> 00:44:20,000 in this context because there's a lot of 1212 00:44:24,230 --> 00:44:22,240 anecdotal evidence and possibly more 1213 00:44:25,750 --> 00:44:24,240 than anecdotal evidence but not in the 1214 00:44:27,990 --> 00:44:25,760 public sphere 1215 00:44:30,230 --> 00:44:28,000 um that experiencers of a lot of 1216 00:44:31,270 --> 00:44:30,240 different types may have 1217 00:44:32,790 --> 00:44:31,280 um 1218 00:44:35,589 --> 00:44:32,800 kind of immune system malfunction 1219 00:44:38,069 --> 00:44:35,599 whether it's autoimmune conditions or 1220 00:44:40,710 --> 00:44:38,079 cancers or things like that 1221 00:44:42,390 --> 00:44:40,720 so um you know i'm not saying that's why 1222 00:44:45,349 --> 00:44:42,400 i have different conditions that's not 1223 00:44:47,430 --> 00:44:45,359 what i'm saying but there's a lot of um 1224 00:44:49,910 --> 00:44:47,440 folks in this community i think who are 1225 00:44:51,270 --> 00:44:49,920 dealing with these issues as well and so 1226 00:44:53,430 --> 00:44:51,280 i think it's an important thing to just 1227 00:44:55,510 --> 00:44:53,440 kind of continuously bring to the 1228 00:44:59,349 --> 00:44:55,520 forefront and talk about and make sure 1229 00:45:01,430 --> 00:44:59,359 that we are doing everything we can to 1230 00:45:04,150 --> 00:45:01,440 look at the human health aspects of this 1231 00:45:05,589 --> 00:45:04,160 as well because we don't know like i 1232 00:45:07,349 --> 00:45:05,599 said we don't know what the phenomenon 1233 00:45:10,230 --> 00:45:07,359 is we don't know the impact it'll have 1234 00:45:11,430 --> 00:45:10,240 on human health and human well-being um 1235 00:45:14,870 --> 00:45:11,440 and it's important that we don't lose 1236 00:45:19,750 --> 00:45:17,589 yeah i think it's really great that 1237 00:45:21,829 --> 00:45:19,760 um you know there's people like yourself 1238 00:45:23,109 --> 00:45:21,839 that are they're actually looking at 1239 00:45:24,870 --> 00:45:23,119 that and paying attention to that 1240 00:45:27,030 --> 00:45:24,880 because i think it's definitely 1241 00:45:29,109 --> 00:45:27,040 um it's one of those aspects of this 1242 00:45:30,710 --> 00:45:29,119 that i think people are afraid to touch 1243 00:45:32,630 --> 00:45:30,720 on too much 1244 00:45:34,470 --> 00:45:32,640 but there is definitely plenty of uh 1245 00:45:37,990 --> 00:45:34,480 evidence to suggest there could be a 1246 00:45:40,309 --> 00:45:38,000 link enough to you know look into it uh 1247 00:45:42,790 --> 00:45:40,319 seriously and i just want to say for the 1248 00:45:45,190 --> 00:45:42,800 record like um 1249 00:45:47,589 --> 00:45:45,200 you know you say you're um 1250 00:45:49,990 --> 00:45:47,599 you know disabled and you have uh 1251 00:45:54,309 --> 00:45:50,000 uh health issues and everything but um 1252 00:45:55,750 --> 00:45:54,319 you make me feel like one lazy 1253 00:45:57,349 --> 00:45:55,760 mother ever 1254 00:46:00,150 --> 00:45:57,359 uh for what i've done with my life 1255 00:46:01,990 --> 00:46:00,160 compared to what you've accomplished so 1256 00:46:05,750 --> 00:46:02,000 um you are 1257 00:46:08,230 --> 00:46:05,760 a strong strong warrior lady so 1258 00:46:10,069 --> 00:46:08,240 um feel good feel proud for uh what 1259 00:46:12,390 --> 00:46:10,079 you've accomplished because 1260 00:46:15,910 --> 00:46:12,400 man that is just pure amazing and it's 1261 00:46:17,990 --> 00:46:15,920 an inspiration for sure so um yeah keep 1262 00:46:20,230 --> 00:46:18,000 up the good work well i guess what i 1263 00:46:22,309 --> 00:46:20,240 could say what i would ask now is uh you 1264 00:46:26,230 --> 00:46:22,319 know what do you see for for your future 1265 00:46:29,670 --> 00:46:26,240 in this field um is there things um 1266 00:46:31,190 --> 00:46:29,680 that you know you kind of talents or or 1267 00:46:34,710 --> 00:46:31,200 otherwise that you want to bring to the 1268 00:46:36,950 --> 00:46:34,720 table and see through and progress um 1269 00:46:39,349 --> 00:46:36,960 with this topic 1270 00:46:41,309 --> 00:46:39,359 yeah absolutely so there's kind of two 1271 00:46:44,630 --> 00:46:41,319 areas that i want to pursue 1272 00:46:47,190 --> 00:46:44,640 simultaneously um the first is probably 1273 00:46:49,670 --> 00:46:47,200 what most people can guess uh 1274 00:46:51,829 --> 00:46:49,680 i think we have a lot of work to do in 1275 00:46:52,790 --> 00:46:51,839 upping our advocacy game 1276 00:46:54,470 --> 00:46:52,800 um 1277 00:46:56,390 --> 00:46:54,480 there are some great people who've done 1278 00:46:58,390 --> 00:46:56,400 some efforts before me i'm not trying to 1279 00:46:59,829 --> 00:46:58,400 dismiss any of them they've all done 1280 00:47:01,510 --> 00:46:59,839 some great things and they're a big part 1281 00:47:04,150 --> 00:47:01,520 of the that we 1282 00:47:05,829 --> 00:47:04,160 are having hearings now and what not um 1283 00:47:07,670 --> 00:47:05,839 but i think what i see a lot is a big 1284 00:47:10,710 --> 00:47:07,680 focus on 1285 00:47:12,550 --> 00:47:10,720 um people like lou and chris and who are 1286 00:47:14,069 --> 00:47:12,560 doing direct lobbying on the hill 1287 00:47:16,150 --> 00:47:14,079 meaning they're having face-to-face 1288 00:47:18,230 --> 00:47:16,160 conversations with officials 1289 00:47:19,990 --> 00:47:18,240 and i think we need to complement that 1290 00:47:21,030 --> 00:47:20,000 with some really intense grassroots 1291 00:47:22,630 --> 00:47:21,040 pressure 1292 00:47:24,150 --> 00:47:22,640 and um 1293 00:47:28,390 --> 00:47:24,160 you know as someone who used to do 1294 00:47:31,589 --> 00:47:28,400 lobbying both direct and grassroots um i 1295 00:47:34,710 --> 00:47:31,599 have a really good idea of when to do it 1296 00:47:37,030 --> 00:47:34,720 of how to do it of what is effective not 1297 00:47:38,549 --> 00:47:37,040 you know it's just basic things like 1298 00:47:40,790 --> 00:47:38,559 don't write a letter that's longer than 1299 00:47:41,910 --> 00:47:40,800 two or three paragraphs right call them 1300 00:47:44,150 --> 00:47:41,920 at key times when they're making 1301 00:47:48,150 --> 00:47:44,160 decisions making sure that you're only 1302 00:47:50,309 --> 00:47:48,160 concentrating your representatives 1303 00:47:52,710 --> 00:47:50,319 yeah no one's gonna take your phone call 1304 00:47:54,549 --> 00:47:52,720 if you're not from their district um you 1305 00:47:56,870 --> 00:47:54,559 know just like basic things it's much 1306 00:47:59,030 --> 00:47:56,880 better to have a flood of people 1307 00:48:01,349 --> 00:47:59,040 calling and sending messages on the same 1308 00:48:02,630 --> 00:48:01,359 day than to have them doing it trickling 1309 00:48:04,630 --> 00:48:02,640 throughout the year 1310 00:48:06,390 --> 00:48:04,640 um so there's a lot of things like that 1311 00:48:09,910 --> 00:48:06,400 that i think i can bring to the table 1312 00:48:11,589 --> 00:48:09,920 and it is my hope um to kind of start a 1313 00:48:13,270 --> 00:48:11,599 new 1314 00:48:15,829 --> 00:48:13,280 i don't know if organization is too 1315 00:48:17,589 --> 00:48:15,839 formal of a word but uh effort 1316 00:48:19,430 --> 00:48:17,599 um to 1317 00:48:21,829 --> 00:48:19,440 educate ufo twitter on these types of 1318 00:48:24,150 --> 00:48:21,839 things um to give them tools they need 1319 00:48:25,750 --> 00:48:24,160 to be more effective advocates 1320 00:48:26,870 --> 00:48:25,760 and i'm really looking forward to that 1321 00:48:28,250 --> 00:48:26,880 it kind of 1322 00:48:29,910 --> 00:48:28,260 started 1323 00:48:31,349 --> 00:48:29,920 [Music] 1324 00:48:33,349 --> 00:48:31,359 putting things together like for this 1325 00:48:34,710 --> 00:48:33,359 hearing and i've actually had a name for 1326 00:48:36,710 --> 00:48:34,720 the group for a while that's really 1327 00:48:37,990 --> 00:48:36,720 cheesy so you guys can tell me how bad 1328 00:48:39,270 --> 00:48:38,000 you think it is 1329 00:48:41,109 --> 00:48:39,280 but i want to call it the visible 1330 00:48:43,270 --> 00:48:41,119 college because 1331 00:48:45,030 --> 00:48:43,280 i think the invisible college should be 1332 00:48:46,630 --> 00:48:45,040 done away with right there's no more 1333 00:48:49,349 --> 00:48:46,640 need to be invisible about it let's come 1334 00:48:51,910 --> 00:48:49,359 out in the open um 1335 00:48:55,030 --> 00:48:51,920 so that's what you can look for there 1336 00:48:57,589 --> 00:48:55,040 and i'll be sharing more about that soon 1337 00:48:59,589 --> 00:48:57,599 and then on the personal side of things 1338 00:49:02,390 --> 00:48:59,599 you know i would love for gary nolan to 1339 00:49:06,069 --> 00:49:02,400 hire me i would love to work 1340 00:49:08,069 --> 00:49:06,079 at his new research arm that's outside 1341 00:49:10,630 --> 00:49:08,079 of government funding 1342 00:49:12,710 --> 00:49:10,640 i am an epidemiologist i have my masters 1343 00:49:15,109 --> 00:49:12,720 in epidemiology so 1344 00:49:18,309 --> 00:49:15,119 i would love to do health research 1345 00:49:20,870 --> 00:49:18,319 so if anyone gary if you're watching 1346 00:49:22,710 --> 00:49:20,880 you know how to reach me and anyone else 1347 00:49:24,309 --> 00:49:22,720 who's doing um 1348 00:49:29,670 --> 00:49:24,319 research like that i would love to be 1349 00:49:33,349 --> 00:49:32,309 excellent oh sean you're muted 1350 00:49:37,510 --> 00:49:33,359 the 1351 00:49:39,829 --> 00:49:37,520 that uh effort you just let me know i'm 1352 00:49:42,150 --> 00:49:39,839 here for you you can use me as a tool 1353 00:49:44,470 --> 00:49:42,160 for that grassroots effort so 1354 00:49:47,430 --> 00:49:44,480 i have a lot of fundraising experience 1355 00:49:50,069 --> 00:49:47,440 and sales experience so that are pretty 1356 00:49:51,670 --> 00:49:50,079 pretty good for this kind of stuff so 1357 00:49:53,589 --> 00:49:51,680 jay what do you got 1358 00:49:55,190 --> 00:49:53,599 oh well i'm just hoping that gary nolan 1359 00:49:56,710 --> 00:49:55,200 is going to be hearing this and we could 1360 00:49:58,470 --> 00:49:56,720 definitely clip it out 1361 00:50:01,270 --> 00:49:58,480 and he's here actually should i add him 1362 00:50:03,750 --> 00:50:01,280 to the stream i'm just kidding 1363 00:50:05,990 --> 00:50:03,760 that'd be amazing yeah this is your life 1364 00:50:07,349 --> 00:50:06,000 with gary nolan i'm sorry i didn't know 1365 00:50:10,549 --> 00:50:07,359 you were here 1366 00:50:17,190 --> 00:50:10,559 be a total oprah moment yeah 1367 00:50:21,109 --> 00:50:19,349 that's right oh my gosh if only it 1368 00:50:22,630 --> 00:50:21,119 worked that way you know hopefully it 1369 00:50:24,829 --> 00:50:22,640 hopefully it can in the future in this 1370 00:50:28,470 --> 00:50:24,839 field that would be great 1371 00:50:31,750 --> 00:50:28,480 um my dm soon like oh no 1372 00:50:34,470 --> 00:50:31,760 oh man yeah have i got a job for you 1373 00:50:35,430 --> 00:50:34,480 yep and and it's like astrology or 1374 00:50:37,349 --> 00:50:35,440 something like that i'm just playing 1375 00:50:38,790 --> 00:50:37,359 around you know you're better than how 1376 00:50:42,309 --> 00:50:38,800 many people are asking me if i'm an 1377 00:50:46,150 --> 00:50:45,030 greener than five we'll tell you that 1378 00:50:48,710 --> 00:50:46,160 yep 1379 00:50:51,349 --> 00:50:48,720 uh so uh we're alluding to some private 1380 00:50:53,190 --> 00:50:51,359 conversations that we've had among the 1381 00:50:55,190 --> 00:50:53,200 uap book club 1382 00:50:58,069 --> 00:50:55,200 and uh you're joining the all-star 1383 00:50:59,670 --> 00:50:58,079 lineup of the uap book club on on 1384 00:51:01,829 --> 00:50:59,680 priscilla stone's quantum witch channel 1385 00:51:03,030 --> 00:51:01,839 i saw her in the chat earlier in fact 1386 00:51:05,190 --> 00:51:03,040 you picked the next book 1387 00:51:08,630 --> 00:51:05,200 extraterrestrial by avi lope now we 1388 00:51:10,870 --> 00:51:08,640 heard from you uh just just before that 1389 00:51:13,270 --> 00:51:10,880 that um one of the early books that 1390 00:51:15,750 --> 00:51:13,280 really got you into this was leslie 1391 00:51:17,990 --> 00:51:15,760 kane's wonderful work 1392 00:51:20,230 --> 00:51:18,000 and we're 1393 00:51:21,349 --> 00:51:20,240 big fans of leslie kane over here 1394 00:51:23,270 --> 00:51:21,359 leslie 1395 00:51:25,109 --> 00:51:23,280 we love wesley kane but um what have 1396 00:51:26,950 --> 00:51:25,119 been your other favorite resources for 1397 00:51:29,190 --> 00:51:26,960 researching the anomalous books or 1398 00:51:31,829 --> 00:51:29,200 otherwise 1399 00:51:34,390 --> 00:51:31,839 so i'm a big bibliophile so i've bought 1400 00:51:36,069 --> 00:51:34,400 so many books um actually some of them 1401 00:51:39,829 --> 00:51:36,079 are behind me you can probably see them 1402 00:51:41,349 --> 00:51:39,839 uh i loved uh diana's american cosmic 1403 00:51:42,630 --> 00:51:41,359 that was incredible i thought it was a 1404 00:51:44,230 --> 00:51:42,640 totally different approach to the 1405 00:51:45,670 --> 00:51:44,240 subject i'm just gonna look real quick 1406 00:51:46,630 --> 00:51:45,680 what i have up here 1407 00:51:50,950 --> 00:51:46,640 um 1408 00:51:53,349 --> 00:51:50,960 some 1409 00:51:55,349 --> 00:51:53,359 books that have to do with consciousness 1410 00:51:56,309 --> 00:51:55,359 like biocentrism 1411 00:51:58,069 --> 00:51:56,319 um 1412 00:51:59,670 --> 00:51:58,079 i'm reading a book on how to do remote 1413 00:52:01,589 --> 00:51:59,680 viewing again i know it's not exactly 1414 00:52:03,349 --> 00:52:01,599 uap but i think like looking into 1415 00:52:05,190 --> 00:52:03,359 consciousness is 1416 00:52:07,510 --> 00:52:05,200 probably the next frontier so that's 1417 00:52:09,510 --> 00:52:07,520 what i've been really interested in um 1418 00:52:12,870 --> 00:52:09,520 and i wanted to read extraterrestrial 1419 00:52:15,829 --> 00:52:12,880 like i mentioned to you guys um because 1420 00:52:17,430 --> 00:52:15,839 you know whether or not umomoa is you 1421 00:52:19,109 --> 00:52:17,440 know extraterrestrial i think it's 1422 00:52:21,670 --> 00:52:19,119 really good that we start to understand 1423 00:52:22,870 --> 00:52:21,680 avilobe right he's head of the galileo 1424 00:52:25,349 --> 00:52:22,880 project i think there's going to be a 1425 00:52:26,790 --> 00:52:25,359 lot of movement scientifically forward 1426 00:52:29,430 --> 00:52:26,800 from that 1427 00:52:30,950 --> 00:52:29,440 um that perspective so i'm excited to 1428 00:52:33,030 --> 00:52:30,960 read that and to be a part of the book 1429 00:52:34,069 --> 00:52:33,040 club thanks for all thanks for having me 1430 00:52:37,510 --> 00:52:34,079 guys 1431 00:52:41,270 --> 00:52:37,520 um have i bought ufos before roswell 1432 00:52:42,950 --> 00:52:41,280 i'm buying it tonight i promise you i 1433 00:52:44,870 --> 00:52:42,960 just bought a book yesterday that got 1434 00:52:47,430 --> 00:52:44,880 delivered to my old address in virginia 1435 00:52:49,510 --> 00:52:47,440 so i'm still a little bit in a tizzy but 1436 00:52:51,589 --> 00:52:49,520 i will buy it tonight 1437 00:52:53,910 --> 00:52:51,599 i want that commission 1438 00:52:55,829 --> 00:52:53,920 there we go yeah 1439 00:52:57,990 --> 00:52:55,839 oh that's right and you moved recently 1440 00:53:00,630 --> 00:52:58,000 how's your move been are you getting 1441 00:53:02,069 --> 00:53:00,640 settled in over there okay yeah and back 1442 00:53:05,990 --> 00:53:02,079 in san diego that's where i'm from 1443 00:53:08,230 --> 00:53:06,000 originally so near family and whatnot um 1444 00:53:10,230 --> 00:53:08,240 i just dc wasn't where my heart was 1445 00:53:11,829 --> 00:53:10,240 anymore you know like i moved back there 1446 00:53:13,430 --> 00:53:11,839 because i wanted to be up in the buzz 1447 00:53:15,510 --> 00:53:13,440 and then i 1448 00:53:17,910 --> 00:53:15,520 realized that you know the lack of good 1449 00:53:19,750 --> 00:53:17,920 mexican food was just killing me so here 1450 00:53:22,309 --> 00:53:19,760 i am 1451 00:53:24,710 --> 00:53:22,319 nice and dc is pretty small i've been 1452 00:53:28,150 --> 00:53:24,720 through there on a tour it's 1453 00:53:29,990 --> 00:53:28,160 it's uh it's uh great to be there uh you 1454 00:53:31,910 --> 00:53:30,000 know for a day or two but any longer 1455 00:53:33,670 --> 00:53:31,920 than that and i could i could see 1456 00:53:35,109 --> 00:53:33,680 you know how it would be i don't know 1457 00:53:36,870 --> 00:53:35,119 get me out of here but 1458 00:53:39,030 --> 00:53:36,880 in san diego so beautiful the beaches 1459 00:53:40,630 --> 00:53:39,040 are beautiful the weather is great all 1460 00:53:42,390 --> 00:53:40,640 of southern california wherever you are 1461 00:53:45,349 --> 00:53:42,400 there is just beautiful 1462 00:53:48,710 --> 00:53:45,359 um was just on vacation there at san 1463 00:53:49,670 --> 00:53:48,720 clemente um looking for ufos so that was 1464 00:53:51,430 --> 00:53:49,680 fun 1465 00:53:54,470 --> 00:53:51,440 um 1466 00:53:58,630 --> 00:53:55,589 you know 1467 00:54:00,150 --> 00:53:58,640 i i've maybe 1468 00:54:01,910 --> 00:54:00,160 i'm not sure 1469 00:54:05,430 --> 00:54:01,920 i i've been meaning to go back over the 1470 00:54:08,950 --> 00:54:05,440 videos and and and check them out but um 1471 00:54:10,710 --> 00:54:08,960 yeah no clear shots of a saucer as as we 1472 00:54:12,309 --> 00:54:10,720 know what they look like so which i 1473 00:54:14,950 --> 00:54:12,319 don't think that's what they probably 1474 00:54:16,710 --> 00:54:14,960 look like anyways but you never know 1475 00:54:19,109 --> 00:54:16,720 um 1476 00:54:20,790 --> 00:54:19,119 we're hitting up against the hour so you 1477 00:54:23,510 --> 00:54:20,800 know at this point i typically like to 1478 00:54:24,710 --> 00:54:23,520 put the ball in your cord as far as 1479 00:54:26,230 --> 00:54:24,720 um 1480 00:54:29,349 --> 00:54:26,240 is there anything you would like to 1481 00:54:31,190 --> 00:54:29,359 leave the audience with whether it be um 1482 00:54:34,150 --> 00:54:31,200 advice or 1483 00:54:36,470 --> 00:54:34,160 or something that we didn't touch on or 1484 00:54:37,910 --> 00:54:36,480 anything it's up to you 1485 00:54:41,589 --> 00:54:37,920 yeah you know this is actually kind of 1486 00:54:42,630 --> 00:54:41,599 something i tell my dc peeps to 1487 00:54:44,390 --> 00:54:42,640 um 1488 00:54:45,270 --> 00:54:44,400 get a hobby that has nothing to do with 1489 00:54:47,030 --> 00:54:45,280 this 1490 00:54:49,030 --> 00:54:47,040 right like i i think it's really 1491 00:54:50,390 --> 00:54:49,040 important when you are really passionate 1492 00:54:52,630 --> 00:54:50,400 about a topic that you don't let it 1493 00:54:53,750 --> 00:54:52,640 consume you for your own mental health 1494 00:54:55,109 --> 00:54:53,760 and also for the mental health of the 1495 00:54:57,030 --> 00:54:55,119 people around you 1496 00:54:58,630 --> 00:54:57,040 um it also allows you to come back with 1497 00:54:59,910 --> 00:54:58,640 fresh eyes right 1498 00:55:02,069 --> 00:54:59,920 so like 1499 00:55:03,910 --> 00:55:02,079 i started thrifting a lot and i'm a 1500 00:55:05,349 --> 00:55:03,920 vintage reseller on the side you know 1501 00:55:07,190 --> 00:55:05,359 and it allows me to do something that's 1502 00:55:10,470 --> 00:55:07,200 totally different has nothing to do with 1503 00:55:12,789 --> 00:55:10,480 uap or foreign policy or genocide i 1504 00:55:13,670 --> 00:55:12,799 guess that's pretty much my life right 1505 00:55:15,109 --> 00:55:13,680 um 1506 00:55:16,390 --> 00:55:15,119 and i encourage everyone here to do it 1507 00:55:17,910 --> 00:55:16,400 because it also 1508 00:55:19,670 --> 00:55:17,920 you know if you look at ufo twitter for 1509 00:55:21,430 --> 00:55:19,680 example i think a lot of times people 1510 00:55:23,670 --> 00:55:21,440 get into the drama and the minutia 1511 00:55:25,349 --> 00:55:23,680 because they are bored 1512 00:55:26,789 --> 00:55:25,359 and i think it's time that we all step 1513 00:55:29,510 --> 00:55:26,799 back and spend some time with our 1514 00:55:31,510 --> 00:55:29,520 families or do learn something new every 1515 00:55:32,950 --> 00:55:31,520 once in a while and it will make us much 1516 00:55:34,390 --> 00:55:32,960 more well-rounded 1517 00:55:36,069 --> 00:55:34,400 and 1518 00:55:37,829 --> 00:55:36,079 hopefully drown out some of the noise a 1519 00:55:40,870 --> 00:55:37,839 bit 1520 00:55:44,150 --> 00:55:40,880 that's great advice that's yeah 1521 00:55:46,309 --> 00:55:44,160 i agree mr rindle for sure yeah that's 1522 00:55:47,510 --> 00:55:46,319 absolutely great advice 1523 00:55:49,349 --> 00:55:47,520 um 1524 00:55:51,670 --> 00:55:49,359 uh let's see uh 1525 00:55:53,829 --> 00:55:51,680 you talked a little bit before i gosh 1526 00:55:55,589 --> 00:55:53,839 we're at 55 minutes i'm just looking at 1527 00:55:57,750 --> 00:55:55,599 my questions here i think that that's 1528 00:56:00,789 --> 00:55:57,760 absolutely fantastic i know sean sean's 1529 00:56:03,670 --> 00:56:00,799 got his music uh you know i paint 1530 00:56:06,630 --> 00:56:03,680 um i i read a lot but though admittedly 1531 00:56:09,349 --> 00:56:06,640 i'm i'm like i'm like a business 1532 00:56:11,190 --> 00:56:09,359 i keep you know the bright light of of 1533 00:56:12,950 --> 00:56:11,200 anomalies and consciousness and things 1534 00:56:13,910 --> 00:56:12,960 like that is what i tend towards in my 1535 00:56:16,150 --> 00:56:13,920 reading 1536 00:56:17,510 --> 00:56:16,160 so but yeah i completely completely 1537 00:56:19,430 --> 00:56:17,520 appreciate that 1538 00:56:21,190 --> 00:56:19,440 um maybe since we'd have just a few 1539 00:56:23,190 --> 00:56:21,200 minutes here and we did say that we're 1540 00:56:25,109 --> 00:56:23,200 going to talk a little bit more about 1541 00:56:27,670 --> 00:56:25,119 your own experiences yourself if you 1542 00:56:30,309 --> 00:56:27,680 don't mind uh you know earlier you 1543 00:56:31,430 --> 00:56:30,319 mentioned seeing orbs 1544 00:56:33,829 --> 00:56:31,440 things that are indicative of 1545 00:56:37,190 --> 00:56:33,839 poltergeist phenomenon or whatever that 1546 00:56:38,950 --> 00:56:37,200 is apparitions uh precognition you know 1547 00:56:40,710 --> 00:56:38,960 these you know it's 1548 00:56:42,829 --> 00:56:40,720 it's important to remember that that 1549 00:56:46,150 --> 00:56:42,839 these are these are some of the most 1550 00:56:48,710 --> 00:56:46,160 commonly reported uh modalities for 1551 00:56:51,190 --> 00:56:48,720 experiencers and they often overlap you 1552 00:56:52,950 --> 00:56:51,200 know i mean in terms of normalizing this 1553 00:56:55,270 --> 00:56:52,960 conversation and destigmatizing these 1554 00:56:57,510 --> 00:56:55,280 conversations it's important for people 1555 00:56:59,190 --> 00:56:57,520 out there that maybe may not be 1556 00:57:01,750 --> 00:56:59,200 experiencers and it's also important for 1557 00:57:04,630 --> 00:57:01,760 other experiencers to to hear from 1558 00:57:07,430 --> 00:57:04,640 people like us that yes in fact you know 1559 00:57:09,990 --> 00:57:07,440 it's very common for people to have had 1560 00:57:12,390 --> 00:57:10,000 more than one kind of modality what more 1561 00:57:15,349 --> 00:57:12,400 than one kind of anomalous experience 1562 00:57:17,030 --> 00:57:15,359 and it's like you know there's a lot of 1563 00:57:19,349 --> 00:57:17,040 different theories about why that might 1564 00:57:21,190 --> 00:57:19,359 be the case right that you know that 1565 00:57:23,190 --> 00:57:21,200 once the radio's on that you're just 1566 00:57:26,309 --> 00:57:23,200 kind of receiving you know there's a lot 1567 00:57:28,789 --> 00:57:26,319 of ideas about why they that might be 1568 00:57:30,069 --> 00:57:28,799 but along those lines if you could pick 1569 00:57:32,470 --> 00:57:30,079 one of 1570 00:57:34,630 --> 00:57:32,480 the the situations that's happened to 1571 00:57:36,309 --> 00:57:34,640 you over the years that you felt that 1572 00:57:37,910 --> 00:57:36,319 particularly 1573 00:57:41,430 --> 00:57:37,920 um 1574 00:57:43,589 --> 00:57:41,440 that was particularly impactful for you 1575 00:57:45,829 --> 00:57:43,599 um and kind of 1576 00:57:47,750 --> 00:57:45,839 you know maybe especially something that 1577 00:57:50,630 --> 00:57:47,760 that you've kind of 1578 00:57:53,190 --> 00:57:50,640 processed a bit since since what what 1579 00:57:54,950 --> 00:57:53,200 had actually happened you know if you 1580 00:57:56,549 --> 00:57:54,960 were talking about ontological shock 1581 00:57:58,549 --> 00:57:56,559 earlier and of course people like john 1582 00:58:00,789 --> 00:57:58,559 mack and others talk about kind of 1583 00:58:02,470 --> 00:58:00,799 moving from trauma or that shock into 1584 00:58:03,750 --> 00:58:02,480 kind of a transformative state of how 1585 00:58:07,030 --> 00:58:03,760 you process 1586 00:58:10,230 --> 00:58:07,040 um what has happened so um 1587 00:58:12,150 --> 00:58:10,240 can you talk a little bit uh maybe uh to 1588 00:58:13,349 --> 00:58:12,160 leave the show here today about anything 1589 00:58:15,349 --> 00:58:13,359 like that 1590 00:58:16,789 --> 00:58:15,359 sure um 1591 00:58:18,309 --> 00:58:16,799 i'll try to do this as fast as i can 1592 00:58:20,390 --> 00:58:18,319 because i know we're short on time so if 1593 00:58:22,390 --> 00:58:20,400 anyone has questions feel free to go 1594 00:58:24,470 --> 00:58:22,400 over sure yeah 1595 00:58:29,349 --> 00:58:24,480 it's not like in an hour my body 1596 00:58:29,359 --> 00:58:33,190 maybe that's a new phenomenon we'll see 1597 00:58:37,109 --> 00:58:35,190 i think um 1598 00:58:39,430 --> 00:58:37,119 i've had a lot uh 1599 00:58:42,870 --> 00:58:39,440 in the recent years and probably the 1600 00:58:44,710 --> 00:58:42,880 most impactful one was last fall 1601 00:58:47,670 --> 00:58:44,720 um 1602 00:58:49,349 --> 00:58:47,680 i was reading about you know uap and 1603 00:58:53,109 --> 00:58:49,359 watching more paranormal docs and things 1604 00:58:55,670 --> 00:58:53,119 like that and interested but i was still 1605 00:58:57,910 --> 00:58:55,680 kind of in denial honestly about my own 1606 00:58:59,510 --> 00:58:57,920 experiences and 1607 00:59:01,750 --> 00:58:59,520 me and my husband noticed that things 1608 00:59:03,030 --> 00:59:01,760 were kind of ramping up at our apartment 1609 00:59:04,549 --> 00:59:03,040 um 1610 00:59:07,109 --> 00:59:04,559 lights turning on and off like 1611 00:59:09,510 --> 00:59:07,119 repeatedly that it wasn't an electrical 1612 00:59:11,829 --> 00:59:09,520 issue things flying off the shelf seeing 1613 00:59:12,789 --> 00:59:11,839 orbs like all sorts of stuff 1614 00:59:15,750 --> 00:59:12,799 and 1615 00:59:17,750 --> 00:59:15,760 i kind of was at my limit um 1616 00:59:18,789 --> 00:59:17,760 and i hadn't told anyone other than my 1617 00:59:20,390 --> 00:59:18,799 husband 1618 00:59:21,349 --> 00:59:20,400 who witnessed you know all this stuff 1619 00:59:22,630 --> 00:59:21,359 too 1620 00:59:24,390 --> 00:59:22,640 and 1621 00:59:27,430 --> 00:59:24,400 out of the blue my best friend who lives 1622 00:59:29,190 --> 00:59:27,440 in australia sent me a message that she 1623 00:59:31,030 --> 00:59:29,200 had seen a 1624 00:59:33,270 --> 00:59:31,040 reiki healer for a remote healing 1625 00:59:35,109 --> 00:59:33,280 session and she gifted one to me 1626 00:59:36,710 --> 00:59:35,119 which was weird like we i just out of 1627 00:59:39,109 --> 00:59:36,720 the blue we hadn't talked about we 1628 00:59:41,589 --> 00:59:39,119 hadn't talked in months it was strange 1629 00:59:43,589 --> 00:59:41,599 um so i said you know what the hell i'll 1630 00:59:44,549 --> 00:59:43,599 try it sounds interesting 1631 00:59:47,589 --> 00:59:44,559 and 1632 00:59:48,950 --> 00:59:47,599 it involved me um basically spending 30 1633 00:59:50,710 --> 00:59:48,960 minutes going into like this deep 1634 00:59:51,990 --> 00:59:50,720 meditation while this woman from 1635 00:59:54,710 --> 00:59:52,000 australia 1636 00:59:56,549 --> 00:59:54,720 um did a remote healing session and 1637 00:59:58,230 --> 00:59:56,559 um 1638 01:00:01,109 --> 00:59:58,240 it was probably the weirdest experience 1639 01:00:01,910 --> 01:00:01,119 of my life uh i've meditated before 1640 01:00:04,549 --> 01:00:01,920 um 1641 01:00:07,430 --> 01:00:04,559 i've done guided meditations non-guided 1642 01:00:09,510 --> 01:00:07,440 meditations i've imagined places during 1643 01:00:10,950 --> 01:00:09,520 those meditations and nothing's ever 1644 01:00:11,670 --> 01:00:10,960 been really out of the ordinary except 1645 01:00:13,589 --> 01:00:11,680 for 1646 01:00:15,750 --> 01:00:13,599 you know meditation being very calming 1647 01:00:16,630 --> 01:00:15,760 and um very positive for my mental 1648 01:00:17,750 --> 01:00:16,640 health 1649 01:00:19,270 --> 01:00:17,760 so 1650 01:00:21,030 --> 01:00:19,280 i went into this session and i was 1651 01:00:23,270 --> 01:00:21,040 laying in my room and i went into this 1652 01:00:25,349 --> 01:00:23,280 deep meditation where i 1653 01:00:27,349 --> 01:00:25,359 intentionally um 1654 01:00:29,670 --> 01:00:27,359 envisioned like this poppy field that i 1655 01:00:30,710 --> 01:00:29,680 just kind of go to to be a relaxing 1656 01:00:32,309 --> 01:00:30,720 place 1657 01:00:33,750 --> 01:00:32,319 and 1658 01:00:35,030 --> 01:00:33,760 i was conscious the whole time that i 1659 01:00:36,950 --> 01:00:35,040 was meditating right that this was an 1660 01:00:39,270 --> 01:00:36,960 environment i was creating 1661 01:00:41,589 --> 01:00:39,280 but at some point i seemed to sort of 1662 01:00:43,750 --> 01:00:41,599 have lost control of the space and it 1663 01:00:45,190 --> 01:00:43,760 like was no longer mine and it was 1664 01:00:47,589 --> 01:00:45,200 operating 1665 01:00:49,510 --> 01:00:47,599 out of my like conscious intentional 1666 01:00:52,549 --> 01:00:49,520 control and at that point 1667 01:00:54,549 --> 01:00:52,559 my late grandfather popped up um 1668 01:00:57,270 --> 01:00:54,559 and for context my grandfather was one 1669 01:01:00,150 --> 01:00:57,280 of like the apparitions i've seen um 1670 01:01:01,910 --> 01:01:00,160 he's been around in one way or the other 1671 01:01:04,390 --> 01:01:01,920 for about a decade 1672 01:01:07,349 --> 01:01:04,400 and i've always kind of seen him as 1673 01:01:08,870 --> 01:01:07,359 someone who protected me um 1674 01:01:09,910 --> 01:01:08,880 not just because psychologically that's 1675 01:01:11,349 --> 01:01:09,920 what you want to think from your 1676 01:01:12,789 --> 01:01:11,359 grandfather but because of some other 1677 01:01:14,870 --> 01:01:12,799 experiences i've had that i just don't 1678 01:01:16,069 --> 01:01:14,880 have time to go into 1679 01:01:18,150 --> 01:01:16,079 um 1680 01:01:20,150 --> 01:01:18,160 and we were communicating and what was 1681 01:01:21,910 --> 01:01:20,160 really weird was at that point i 1682 01:01:23,670 --> 01:01:21,920 transformed into like a five-year-old 1683 01:01:26,309 --> 01:01:23,680 version of myself 1684 01:01:28,470 --> 01:01:26,319 and we were having a conversation and i 1685 01:01:29,349 --> 01:01:28,480 was talking verbally but he was not he 1686 01:01:31,430 --> 01:01:29,359 was 1687 01:01:33,430 --> 01:01:31,440 communicating telepathically 1688 01:01:35,270 --> 01:01:33,440 which was interesting because i was 1689 01:01:37,990 --> 01:01:35,280 going this is really weird like this is 1690 01:01:39,589 --> 01:01:38,000 not how i would like if i had manifested 1691 01:01:42,150 --> 01:01:39,599 my grandfather because i was thinking 1692 01:01:43,750 --> 01:01:42,160 about him subconsciously i would never 1693 01:01:46,230 --> 01:01:43,760 imagine that our conversation would 1694 01:01:47,910 --> 01:01:46,240 happen telepathically right like this 1695 01:01:49,430 --> 01:01:47,920 especially one-sided it didn't make 1696 01:01:50,710 --> 01:01:49,440 sense to me 1697 01:01:52,230 --> 01:01:50,720 and 1698 01:01:55,270 --> 01:01:52,240 he basically started telling me that he 1699 01:01:57,910 --> 01:01:55,280 had to go that he had stuck around but 1700 01:01:58,870 --> 01:01:57,920 that you know it was his time and 1701 01:02:00,150 --> 01:01:58,880 um 1702 01:02:02,630 --> 01:02:00,160 i'm embarrassed to admit that i 1703 01:02:05,589 --> 01:02:02,640 basically begged him not to i was a 1704 01:02:06,950 --> 01:02:05,599 little selfish um but i was like crying 1705 01:02:08,789 --> 01:02:06,960 and just telling him that i wasn't ready 1706 01:02:10,710 --> 01:02:08,799 for it because i think i had always 1707 01:02:12,789 --> 01:02:10,720 suspected that he kind of stuck around 1708 01:02:14,470 --> 01:02:12,799 to help me with some of this anomalous 1709 01:02:16,630 --> 01:02:14,480 stuff 1710 01:02:18,789 --> 01:02:16,640 and i wasn't ready to face it on my own 1711 01:02:21,190 --> 01:02:18,799 um but finally i kind of got to the 1712 01:02:23,349 --> 01:02:21,200 point where i was at a piece with it 1713 01:02:25,349 --> 01:02:23,359 and there was like this low sun on the 1714 01:02:28,069 --> 01:02:25,359 horizon but it was huge 1715 01:02:29,910 --> 01:02:28,079 and it all of a sudden like expanded 1716 01:02:32,230 --> 01:02:29,920 infinitely and just 1717 01:02:33,510 --> 01:02:32,240 kind of sucked him up and he was gone 1718 01:02:35,430 --> 01:02:33,520 and 1719 01:02:37,190 --> 01:02:35,440 after that i remember just like sitting 1720 01:02:40,069 --> 01:02:37,200 in this poppy field and again i'm still 1721 01:02:41,670 --> 01:02:40,079 aware that i'm technically meditating um 1722 01:02:44,309 --> 01:02:41,680 but i remember just sitting in this 1723 01:02:46,390 --> 01:02:44,319 poppy field and despite like the emotion 1724 01:02:48,549 --> 01:02:46,400 that was attached to that and my tears 1725 01:02:50,390 --> 01:02:48,559 and everything i was the most peaceful 1726 01:02:52,390 --> 01:02:50,400 i'd ever felt i mean 1727 01:02:54,710 --> 01:02:52,400 nothing's ever come 1728 01:02:56,710 --> 01:02:54,720 even close to it and i was sitting there 1729 01:02:58,950 --> 01:02:56,720 in this poppy field 1730 01:03:01,750 --> 01:02:58,960 and all of a sudden in my like body like 1731 01:03:04,230 --> 01:03:01,760 my physical body in my bed i felt this 1732 01:03:06,549 --> 01:03:04,240 grip on my left wrist 1733 01:03:08,390 --> 01:03:06,559 and i remember noting it going huh 1734 01:03:10,150 --> 01:03:08,400 that's weird you know 1735 01:03:12,390 --> 01:03:10,160 and all of a sudden it just started 1736 01:03:15,430 --> 01:03:12,400 getting harder and tighter and tighter 1737 01:03:18,230 --> 01:03:15,440 and tighter and it freaked me out and it 1738 01:03:19,430 --> 01:03:18,240 like snapped me out of my meditation 1739 01:03:21,029 --> 01:03:19,440 and 1740 01:03:24,390 --> 01:03:21,039 i don't know what happened but all i 1741 01:03:26,710 --> 01:03:24,400 know is that like i felt so unsafe 1742 01:03:28,470 --> 01:03:26,720 and like the most fear i've ever felt in 1743 01:03:30,950 --> 01:03:28,480 my entire life and i remember just 1744 01:03:32,549 --> 01:03:30,960 laying in bed 1745 01:03:35,109 --> 01:03:32,559 and like i could have called my husband 1746 01:03:36,710 --> 01:03:35,119 he was downstairs but i was just frozen 1747 01:03:39,349 --> 01:03:36,720 and i think i laid there for like 10 1748 01:03:41,750 --> 01:03:39,359 minutes just terrified you know eyes 1749 01:03:43,029 --> 01:03:41,760 open just not able to move 1750 01:03:45,430 --> 01:03:43,039 um 1751 01:03:47,349 --> 01:03:45,440 and after that i didn't meditate for 1752 01:03:49,190 --> 01:03:47,359 like a long time because i i didn't 1753 01:03:50,150 --> 01:03:49,200 understand what had happened 1754 01:03:51,910 --> 01:03:50,160 um 1755 01:03:53,109 --> 01:03:51,920 i've since had people suggest that like 1756 01:03:55,829 --> 01:03:53,119 maybe 1757 01:03:57,430 --> 01:03:55,839 i got snapped back out of the meditation 1758 01:04:00,309 --> 01:03:57,440 you know and that that fear was just 1759 01:04:03,349 --> 01:04:00,319 kind of like fight or flight um 1760 01:04:05,829 --> 01:04:03,359 but i now do like grounding practices 1761 01:04:07,349 --> 01:04:05,839 before i meditate just to kind of make 1762 01:04:09,190 --> 01:04:07,359 sure i feel safe 1763 01:04:10,470 --> 01:04:09,200 um so you know i don't know what 1764 01:04:13,349 --> 01:04:10,480 happened i 1765 01:04:15,670 --> 01:04:13,359 i can tell you that 1766 01:04:16,710 --> 01:04:15,680 the environment that i was in felt more 1767 01:04:18,789 --> 01:04:16,720 real 1768 01:04:21,190 --> 01:04:18,799 than anything else i've ever felt right 1769 01:04:22,710 --> 01:04:21,200 like i i've it wasn't my imagination it 1770 01:04:24,870 --> 01:04:22,720 was something different 1771 01:04:26,630 --> 01:04:24,880 um and i wouldn't have imagined my 1772 01:04:28,630 --> 01:04:26,640 grandfather in that way communicating 1773 01:04:30,789 --> 01:04:28,640 with me um 1774 01:04:32,390 --> 01:04:30,799 so i think it was really powerful 1775 01:04:33,750 --> 01:04:32,400 because it also 1776 01:04:35,270 --> 01:04:33,760 signaled to me a little bit that like 1777 01:04:37,349 --> 01:04:35,280 maybe it was time for me to move on 1778 01:04:40,470 --> 01:04:37,359 because one of the things 1779 01:04:43,990 --> 01:04:40,480 the um the reiki healer told me after 1780 01:04:46,150 --> 01:04:44,000 that whole that whole process was that 1781 01:04:49,029 --> 01:04:46,160 she suspected 1782 01:04:50,870 --> 01:04:49,039 i was having a ramp up of activity 1783 01:04:52,549 --> 01:04:50,880 in my home and that the reason i was 1784 01:04:53,750 --> 01:04:52,559 having it was because i was fighting it 1785 01:04:55,589 --> 01:04:53,760 so bad 1786 01:04:57,109 --> 01:04:55,599 and that i needed to just kind of accept 1787 01:04:59,750 --> 01:04:57,119 it as what it was 1788 01:05:02,069 --> 01:04:59,760 and it would calm down and it did and so 1789 01:05:04,309 --> 01:05:02,079 i i kind of wonder if my grandfather you 1790 01:05:06,150 --> 01:05:04,319 know was a bit of a crutch and it was 1791 01:05:09,270 --> 01:05:06,160 time for him to go so that i could kind 1792 01:05:11,029 --> 01:05:09,280 of just be on my own two feet there 1793 01:05:12,870 --> 01:05:11,039 so yeah don't really know what it was 1794 01:05:15,109 --> 01:05:12,880 don't have lots of answers but it was 1795 01:05:17,109 --> 01:05:15,119 probably the most impactful experience 1796 01:05:19,349 --> 01:05:17,119 i've had so far 1797 01:05:21,190 --> 01:05:19,359 thank you so much for sharing that katie 1798 01:05:24,150 --> 01:05:21,200 really deeply appreciate it 1799 01:05:24,870 --> 01:05:24,160 yeah dude that that's not uh easy thing 1800 01:05:28,390 --> 01:05:24,880 to 1801 01:05:29,670 --> 01:05:28,400 most definitely especially um with 1802 01:05:30,950 --> 01:05:29,680 meditation and 1803 01:05:32,789 --> 01:05:30,960 kind of visions that you have in 1804 01:05:34,549 --> 01:05:32,799 meditation i've i've definitely had 1805 01:05:36,630 --> 01:05:34,559 dreams about um 1806 01:05:38,950 --> 01:05:36,640 you know past levels that i was uh 1807 01:05:40,630 --> 01:05:38,960 really close to that uh when i wake up 1808 01:05:43,190 --> 01:05:40,640 i'm in tears and you know it's more than 1809 01:05:46,390 --> 01:05:43,200 a dream uh because of what transpired in 1810 01:05:49,910 --> 01:05:46,400 the dream um but again it's you know 1811 01:05:51,430 --> 01:05:49,920 the thing that um i appreciate about you 1812 01:05:53,349 --> 01:05:51,440 know those experiences and other 1813 01:05:55,990 --> 01:05:53,359 paranormal experiences 1814 01:05:59,109 --> 01:05:56,000 um and ufo uap 1815 01:06:01,990 --> 01:05:59,119 experiences is they all share 1816 01:06:05,190 --> 01:06:02,000 a common uh theme underneath it all you 1817 01:06:06,710 --> 01:06:05,200 know which is um first of all it's 1818 01:06:09,990 --> 01:06:06,720 unexplainable 1819 01:06:12,309 --> 01:06:10,000 and it kind of opens your perspective 1820 01:06:14,549 --> 01:06:12,319 and it's hard to talk to people about 1821 01:06:16,630 --> 01:06:14,559 you know there's so many coming at 1822 01:06:18,230 --> 01:06:16,640 commonalities with all this stuff that 1823 01:06:20,549 --> 01:06:18,240 it really doesn't matter what kind of 1824 01:06:23,029 --> 01:06:20,559 experience you've had it's an experience 1825 01:06:25,029 --> 01:06:23,039 and those uh kind of attributes are 1826 01:06:25,990 --> 01:06:25,039 shared and are the same 1827 01:06:27,910 --> 01:06:26,000 um 1828 01:06:29,829 --> 01:06:27,920 and they're all hard to talk about 1829 01:06:31,510 --> 01:06:29,839 you know so and 1830 01:06:33,510 --> 01:06:31,520 i think more people like you do talk 1831 01:06:34,390 --> 01:06:33,520 about it and and other people 1832 01:06:36,630 --> 01:06:34,400 uh 1833 01:06:38,950 --> 01:06:36,640 the more other people will bring up 1834 01:06:41,270 --> 01:06:38,960 stories they may be afraid to talk about 1835 01:06:44,950 --> 01:06:41,280 you know i'll share something with you 1836 01:06:48,230 --> 01:06:44,960 uh right now and it was on mother's day 1837 01:06:49,829 --> 01:06:48,240 and um i was at their house and i 1838 01:06:52,069 --> 01:06:49,839 actually was started to open up a little 1839 01:06:54,150 --> 01:06:52,079 bit about what i've been through and all 1840 01:06:56,230 --> 01:06:54,160 that kind of stuff and how hard it is to 1841 01:06:59,990 --> 01:06:56,240 talk to people and my mom actually told 1842 01:07:01,190 --> 01:07:00,000 me a story about when she was 13. 1843 01:07:02,470 --> 01:07:01,200 and 1844 01:07:04,630 --> 01:07:02,480 she is 1845 01:07:07,029 --> 01:07:04,640 the complete opposite of anyone i would 1846 01:07:08,710 --> 01:07:07,039 ever think would you know admit this 1847 01:07:12,309 --> 01:07:08,720 kind of story to me 1848 01:07:14,630 --> 01:07:12,319 um and she tells me stories she's 13 a 1849 01:07:16,549 --> 01:07:14,640 bright white figure came into her room 1850 01:07:18,789 --> 01:07:16,559 scared scared her she put a sheet over 1851 01:07:21,829 --> 01:07:18,799 her head she thought it was jesus 1852 01:07:24,230 --> 01:07:21,839 um she remembers telling her sister but 1853 01:07:27,190 --> 01:07:24,240 she remembers it vividly to this day you 1854 01:07:29,829 --> 01:07:27,200 know and i would have never known that 1855 01:07:30,870 --> 01:07:29,839 you know without having opened up myself 1856 01:07:32,789 --> 01:07:30,880 and 1857 01:07:35,270 --> 01:07:32,799 so you doing that 1858 01:07:37,910 --> 01:07:35,280 is going to affect somebody else 1859 01:07:41,109 --> 01:07:37,920 to share their story um 1860 01:07:42,950 --> 01:07:41,119 and that's the kind of uh 1861 01:07:44,710 --> 01:07:42,960 uh intimate discussion i think that will 1862 01:07:46,630 --> 01:07:44,720 help this stuff 1863 01:07:47,430 --> 01:07:46,640 yeah it's the kind of world 1864 01:07:48,789 --> 01:07:47,440 yeah 1865 01:07:51,750 --> 01:07:48,799 it's the kind of world we want to live 1866 01:07:53,029 --> 01:07:51,760 in i think anyway yeah myself anyway you 1867 01:07:54,309 --> 01:07:53,039 know yeah 1868 01:07:56,309 --> 01:07:54,319 thank you so much 1869 01:07:58,230 --> 01:07:56,319 weirder a weirder more beautiful place 1870 01:07:59,029 --> 01:07:58,240 than we give it credit for 1871 01:08:00,470 --> 01:07:59,039 yeah 1872 01:08:03,670 --> 01:08:00,480 100 1873 01:08:05,349 --> 01:08:03,680 well there's so much more to dig into 1874 01:08:07,829 --> 01:08:05,359 but this is really just kind of an 1875 01:08:09,750 --> 01:08:07,839 introductory to the audience uh to you 1876 01:08:11,750 --> 01:08:09,760 katie uh we're going gonna be seeing you 1877 01:08:13,670 --> 01:08:11,760 on uap book club 1878 01:08:15,430 --> 01:08:13,680 uh and we're gonna be 1879 01:08:17,349 --> 01:08:15,440 uh having more of these conversations in 1880 01:08:20,229 --> 01:08:17,359 the future it's so great to see you 1881 01:08:22,709 --> 01:08:20,239 today yeah i hope you come back so 1882 01:08:24,550 --> 01:08:22,719 hey anytime thanks for having me uh love 1883 01:08:26,229 --> 01:08:24,560 chatting with you guys and 1884 01:08:27,669 --> 01:08:26,239 games are open everyone wants to make 1885 01:08:30,309 --> 01:08:27,679 friends so 1886 01:08:32,070 --> 01:08:30,319 well well be careful what you wish for 1887 01:08:34,070 --> 01:08:32,080 all right that's right 1888 01:08:35,269 --> 01:08:34,080 yeah i would laugh additionally don't 1889 01:08:37,110 --> 01:08:35,279 worry 1890 01:08:40,470 --> 01:08:37,120 okay all right fair enough that's right 1891 01:08:42,390 --> 01:08:40,480 and uh and speaking of dms uh please say 1892 01:08:43,829 --> 01:08:42,400 hello to your gorgeous husband for for 1893 01:08:45,749 --> 01:08:43,839 both of us okay 1894 01:08:47,510 --> 01:08:45,759 yeah it's very important he very much 1895 01:08:49,189 --> 01:08:47,520 appreciates being called gorgeous so 1896 01:08:50,870 --> 01:08:49,199 i'll let him know i was gonna say i 1897 01:08:52,630 --> 01:08:50,880 haven't seen him yet 1898 01:08:54,229 --> 01:08:52,640 but i'll take your word for it that's 1899 01:08:55,110 --> 01:08:54,239 because you don't follow me on instagram 1900 01:08:56,309 --> 01:08:55,120 sean 1901 01:08:58,070 --> 01:08:56,319 oh 1902 01:08:59,990 --> 01:08:58,080 well it's probably retribution from the 1903 01:09:02,229 --> 01:09:00,000 whole twitter fiasco 1904 01:09:04,870 --> 01:09:03,269 all right 1905 01:09:06,789 --> 01:09:04,880 have a good day i appreciate it thank 1906 01:09:11,510 --> 01:09:06,799 you so much have a great weekend it's 1907 01:09:14,470 --> 01:09:13,349 well awesome i guess that wraps up the 1908 01:09:17,749 --> 01:09:14,480 week huh 1909 01:09:19,910 --> 01:09:17,759 yeah i guess it does um 1910 01:09:23,110 --> 01:09:19,920 yeah that was an absolutely wonderful 1911 01:09:24,309 --> 01:09:23,120 conversation i it was great to have 1912 01:09:26,390 --> 01:09:24,319 it move 1913 01:09:29,749 --> 01:09:26,400 through so many wonderful topics 1914 01:09:32,950 --> 01:09:29,759 uh so fluidly and organically and uh 1915 01:09:35,349 --> 01:09:32,960 it's wonderful to have the audience here 1916 01:09:38,229 --> 01:09:35,359 chiming in all along the way this has 1917 01:09:40,550 --> 01:09:38,239 been a great week and we're gonna have 1918 01:09:42,870 --> 01:09:40,560 maybe an even better week next week it's 1919 01:09:45,910 --> 01:09:42,880 great having people like katie around 1920 01:09:48,470 --> 01:09:45,920 um and being able to kind of help 1921 01:09:51,269 --> 01:09:48,480 orient the conversation with regard to 1922 01:09:54,470 --> 01:09:51,279 these these dc policy wonks and whatnot 1923 01:09:56,790 --> 01:09:54,480 and what a great congress priceless abs 1924 01:09:58,790 --> 01:09:56,800 absolutely and from somebody that that 1925 01:09:59,590 --> 01:09:58,800 has done so much humanitarian work and 1926 01:10:05,350 --> 01:09:59,600 has 1927 01:10:07,510 --> 01:10:05,360 great to be able to have her back in the 1928 01:10:10,470 --> 01:10:07,520 future for sure yeah i look so much 1929 01:10:12,470 --> 01:10:10,480 forward to developing uh that uh uap 1930 01:10:14,550 --> 01:10:12,480 relationship and 1931 01:10:16,950 --> 01:10:14,560 you know learning more about her and i 1932 01:10:18,870 --> 01:10:16,960 just look forward to uh what she's going 1933 01:10:20,709 --> 01:10:18,880 to bring to the table just from this 1934 01:10:23,669 --> 01:10:20,719 short conversation you can tell how 1935 01:10:25,910 --> 01:10:23,679 brilliant she is in her background and 1936 01:10:26,950 --> 01:10:25,920 is it's just perfect for this she's you 1937 01:10:29,350 --> 01:10:26,960 know she 1938 01:10:31,110 --> 01:10:29,360 she made us swallow kind of a heart pill 1939 01:10:33,189 --> 01:10:31,120 you know but uh 1940 01:10:35,030 --> 01:10:33,199 it's an important one but it's necessary 1941 01:10:36,790 --> 01:10:35,040 you know because the ebbs and flows here 1942 01:10:38,790 --> 01:10:36,800 can be too much sometimes of the 1943 01:10:40,470 --> 01:10:38,800 excitement and disappointment i think 1944 01:10:42,870 --> 01:10:40,480 you know there's a nice 1945 01:10:44,870 --> 01:10:42,880 even level that we can reach and i think 1946 01:10:46,310 --> 01:10:44,880 that really helps so 1947 01:10:49,189 --> 01:10:46,320 100 1948 01:10:51,270 --> 01:10:49,199 that being said 1949 01:10:53,350 --> 01:10:51,280 um yeah we're going to live stream the 1950 01:10:55,030 --> 01:10:53,360 thing here on tuesday morning the the 1951 01:10:57,110 --> 01:10:55,040 congressional hearings so be here on 1952 01:10:58,790 --> 01:10:57,120 tuesday morning at 9 00 a.m central time 1953 01:11:00,870 --> 01:10:58,800 we're gonna live stream with jay i think 1954 01:11:04,790 --> 01:11:00,880 quantum which is coming maybe graham 1955 01:11:05,910 --> 01:11:04,800 disclosure team vinnie um and uh 1956 01:11:08,709 --> 01:11:05,920 so 1957 01:11:10,790 --> 01:11:08,719 historic day big historic day 1958 01:11:12,790 --> 01:11:10,800 yeah and there'll certainly be a lot to 1959 01:11:13,990 --> 01:11:12,800 talk about and a lot to digest after 1960 01:11:15,990 --> 01:11:14,000 that hearing 1961 01:11:18,310 --> 01:11:16,000 so uh i'm looking forward to that i'm 1962 01:11:19,990 --> 01:11:18,320 already gearing up for it um and what 1963 01:11:22,149 --> 01:11:20,000 are you doing to gear up for it 1964 01:11:24,870 --> 01:11:22,159 what's your guarantee process um the 1965 01:11:28,310 --> 01:11:24,880 gearing up process um it's 1966 01:11:32,390 --> 01:11:28,320 you know it's it starts with kind of a 1967 01:11:35,189 --> 01:11:32,400 a like a hot yoga procedure um typically 1968 01:11:36,390 --> 01:11:35,199 you know i'm gonna guess it yeah i i've 1969 01:11:38,229 --> 01:11:36,400 been um 1970 01:11:40,950 --> 01:11:38,239 you know there's a fast i'm gonna do 1971 01:11:43,669 --> 01:11:40,960 like a 48 hour fast beforehand i think i 1972 01:11:45,430 --> 01:11:43,679 think that's important you know yeah 48 1973 01:11:47,990 --> 01:11:45,440 hours it seems kind of slow a lot of 1974 01:11:49,830 --> 01:11:48,000 vitamin d a lot of sunlight 1975 01:11:52,630 --> 01:11:49,840 yeah it's going to be important 1976 01:11:54,870 --> 01:11:52,640 so uh i i you know we'll see like 1977 01:11:57,189 --> 01:11:54,880 hopefully i've i'll be kind of prepped 1978 01:11:59,990 --> 01:11:57,199 enough for it yeah i think it'll be good 1979 01:12:01,750 --> 01:12:00,000 all right well um yeah send me some your 1980 01:12:03,830 --> 01:12:01,760 routine maybe maybe i'll give it a shot 1981 01:12:08,310 --> 01:12:03,840 let you know i'll give you a a review 1982 01:12:13,430 --> 01:12:10,709 please give me five stars on yelp 1983 01:12:15,110 --> 01:12:13,440 for my prep regime sounds good 1984 01:12:16,870 --> 01:12:15,120 all right guys i appreciate everyone in 1985 01:12:19,189 --> 01:12:16,880 the chat for being so great awesome as 1986 01:12:20,950 --> 01:12:19,199 always super uh polite and everything 1987 01:12:22,950 --> 01:12:20,960 and and just really great to each other 1988 01:12:24,229 --> 01:12:22,960 so i appreciate it thank you subscribe 1989 01:12:25,590 --> 01:12:24,239 for that yep 1990 01:12:35,470 --> 01:12:25,600 we'll see all right see you next week